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MadMikkie

Feb 7 2007, 06:07 AM

This is something that I wouldn't normally do for just anyone. What I will do is post our entire discussion....whether people agree with whatever I have said or not - it isn't the issue. Someone like Traveller - if you're still around - someone with a real gift for doing this sort of thing is required. He's not being very clear with what he's hearing - at least - not yet - I think he's just too confused to put it all down properly.....I'm not sure. Anyway - I'll post what he put on the forum I saw it on - it is australian - no editing at all...and my response. The first lot are the email's we've exchanged so far. I'll get rid of email addresses etc and just leave our names. I believe everything I've said I may have said on here at some stage - I'm not sure - but I have tried to be accurate with my own 'memories'. Oh - and to save space I'll take out unnecessary carriage returns

>From: "Jhonathon Edwards"
>To: <madmikkie@hotmail.com>
>Subject: Ramjah10 advise maybe some help to understand
>Date: Wed, 7 Feb 2007 18:59:20 +1030
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>Thanks for replying in my forum are you aware of someone who has had a problem like my self?
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>I am beginning to think that I am loosing my marbles but its so intense my initial dream and then this coded names and words, that seem to be encoded into the bible and gospels... few of them I am hearing questions different to what is read and then I hear the answer again different to the script I'm reading listening to.
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>What does this mean or am I crazy?
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>Help Jhon
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-----Original Message-----
From: madmikkie@hotmail.com]
Sent: Wednesday, 7 February 2007 7:23 PM
To: jhonathonedwards
Subject: RE: Ramjah10 advise maybe some help to understand

Like I said - do what I suggested in EMC first. I guess it doesn't matter which one you do - peace and love or using Jesus's name.....I mean - to me it does, but to you at the moment, go with what your heart says when it comes to this. Read my further posts if you haven't already.

The forum I go to is www.christian-forum.net. Now the thing is - because of hackers, they've set up some new rules so new people can't post new topics until they've responded ( I think) to 10 others, and everything is moderated. Checked by the mods before it gets posted for the newbies.....coz of those hacker morons....devil worshippers - who else! I've kept my nick the same in all places I go - just change the passwords - that way I don't have to be four or five different people at once.

When I was hearing things initially- I was not a 'practising' christian. In fact I was dabbling in tarot, consulting psychics - all that sort of stuff.

I had an aneurysm burst in my brain in '96 when I was 26 - one of the first things I can remember ( it was just before my 26th birthday - sorry) when I woke up was asking my mother if I can have a white bible please for my birthday. I also had a 'vision' of me in a black space - and i was the only thing of colour - and a light. And I stood there and said I flatly refused to die. It's not going to happen - no WAY! So here I am. In fact - I started hearing 'demons' & seeing them in dreams bout 4 years ago - when I started going back to church. THey stopped after a while....it then became demon dreams and arguments with God and Jesus when confronted by the devil or a demon - I was trying to speak - but satan was sealing my mouth. I
could feel it sealing up. THen one time I absolutely spat it - turned around and yelled at - I presume it was God - whomever was standing behind me "AND YOU'RE SUPPOSED TO BE HELPING ME HERE!" A chap who goes by the name of Traveller62Au - whom I haven't seen around on the forum for a while, but who has an ability to interpret these dreams told me - I was being 'trained' for spiritual warfare - that yes - it was a spiritual battle, but I had back up all the way. that was the basics of what you said Trav

Then the dreams changed.....again. Now I get poems, "Words' in dreams for people ( although not frequently), prayers, lots of stuff. And sometimes I can interpret other's dreams and sometimes I can just counsel them.

When all this started again to be frequent - I was petrified - thought maybe I had another aneurysm in my head so had a CT scan! Nope. Nothing. I've learned to tell the difference between GOd's voice and the other side's voice. You cannot describe His voice. It's like a voice you recognise - but it has no sound. It's a word that is spoken - but it's not....it's really weird. Hmm - that could be the beginnings of a new poem there (LOL).

It can be demanding. It can be loud. It can be a whisper. And all those times I heard my name being called....I now wonder if it was Him asking me to turn around and come back. Sometimes, the voice even seems to be my mothers! and she's alive and kicking in northern Tas.

Without specifics, though, of the dreams and noises - which is why you need a diary or to write them down, it's really hard to say what's going on......specially when i'm not in "the zone" - I'm too scattery today to
settle on anything....Hugh Laurie's gonna be on tv tonight and that's all I care about.

CHeck out the forum above. IF you like - I can post on your behalf...even what you've dumped on the EMC forum I can post for you and see if anyone comes up with anything. But I will not do anything without permission from you.

My husband said - when I read your post out to him, go back to the basics. WhIch for him I believe is - go to the gospels. Go to God and go to Jesus. You've got enough background in christianity to know all this. Maybe it's just now time to use it mate.

Hear from you soon - see you on EMC.
Michelle

And Jhonathon's last response - in which I believe he gave tacit approval to ask people here for help....sorry about the punctuation - but it's how he wrote it.

Well I was once Christian myself and left the religious side of my life some 7 years ago, 4 nights ago while Asleep I had a dream it was of a light so bright, Like someone with flood light right on you and I heard something like tribulation over and over and then this large poetic words of a you could say lecture when It began to get scary I woke up, went to toilet and back to bed it continued and has 4 nights I started to think something Possibly religious of it so borrowed a friends CD room of the gospels and bible and started to read and thought I would have the computer read it out loud save me staring at screen for long period as the computer began reading aloud yesterday and today and continued into the scripture I was feeling a
loud noise in my ear when certain areas where read out loud and when I read the screen the words stand out Like no tomorrow whilst a lot of this is in Riddle I feel as if I'm hearing and seeing Crazy things, Conflicted I am so much that I remember the exact speech/poetry I heard through dream and as for the scripture its not something that appears to be leaving me anytime soon. I currently have a tumor being my right eye and have refused medical treatment for this but never before something like this has occurred and the poetry and pieces of clues in parts of scripture also when read out loud I hear A question asked I also hear An answer given but what I am hearing is not what is being read aloud? Am I crazy even scarier is I was born on the 16/03/81 Jhonathon Daniel is my name however the poetry though called me by my birth name as my name was changed after a vicious assault the Voice I guess u could call it identified me by Kingsley which was freaky as haven't used that name for ever so HELP anyone please what I'm hearing and reading and finding is worrying am I CRAZY

Please post advice. Or do I need help or can someone else hear the same?

Jhon

now - this following stuff is from the forum where he initally asked and I made contact with him. I'll only delete the smiley's from that forum because they're not supported on this one

After looking at stuff - I'm just going to post the lot - sorry - but I think it's all important to at least give you an idea of his state of mind.

ramjah10
7/2/2007 6:28:46 PM
Once I was a very religious person (years ago in my teens) and followed the faith very very close, Recently someone gave me a copy of the Bible and various scriptures of various saints that I could read and If I choose listen to the computer read back to my self. Well 4 nights ago in wee hours of morning had weird dream of a bright light like someone pointing a flood light directly on you and tribulation tribulation and all this weird rhyming words that Ohh! like poetry and then I woke up went to the toilet and back to bed closed my eyes again and the same thing occured.. Me freaking now wake my friend up who shrugs me off like some wierdo well to make things worse i was using the material my friend gave me and had the computer reading it back to me whilst it was doing this OH!! MY! ***** as its reading it Im hearing some crap " not in my mind" but some words read are like making my ears throb my friend says Im crazy but NO way I;m so sane that I couldnt get a rest or stay at hospital even if i tried faking so why is this happening anyone else this happen to? when hearing the text from bible and saints texts do you hear anything weird?

ramjah10
7/2/2007 6:29:49 PM
Oh what the ** is tribulation I cant find in russian dictionary

Steph_Me
7/2/2007 6:33:30 PM
The Tribulation Period is the 7 years where there will be hell on earth.. when the anti-christ rises.. ya no??

ramjah10
7/2/2007 6:35:20 PM
What the ***? 7 years of what and what the hell i never read anything bout that where it say that
HAHAHAH sure serious?

Spin
7/2/2007 6:37:46 PM
There is probably a sublimal (sp) messeage burried behind the readings.

Steph_Me
7/2/2007 6:38:40 PM
yes ... lol... and the rapture is when everyone who believes in god goes up to heaven.. the tribulation period comes like right after that.. i think

ramjah10
7/2/2007 6:45:22 PM
No it comes on disc, Thought that my friend had dont something to the disc but i tried to burn on to the disc and u cant. but its not only the disc and what the? My faith went walkabout sometime after the church manipulated me..and treated me like some outcast becuase i not want to be some pastor or youth leader, So i have no Idea but the Dream I cant beieve its so intense, I've dreamt b4 falling from cliff and scary crap but Never this intense or weird. and what is the Speaking in rhymns and poetry like???? now that is weird and the weird odd things when hearing and looking at the text is odd, I hear a name of some kind everytime numbers are spoken i hear either a name or word and freaking me out even thinking about going to doctors.. I DONT WANT TO DREAM THIS CRAP or hear or read this crap again Its All too weirdBlank face

kashew7/2/2007 6:45:34 PM
what does that say? to many letters. do you talk how you type? coz if you do, maybe you are crazy Rolling on the floor laughing (rofl)

Spin
7/2/2007 6:46:04 PM
Either This, Examples of day-to-day hypnotic language:
The interesting point is that actually, one doesn't need to have sublimal messages that flash across a screen. Even advertising in its current state can influence purchase decisions - why? Because hypnotic language is all around us anyway, in our day-to-day life. Anything high-level, anything that is very unspecific is hypnotic because we as individuals have our own individual definition and opinion about those high-level and unspecific words - when we hear many of those long enough, our mind starts to wander about into different directions. This then is the time when hypnotic suggestions are possible.

ramjah10
7/2/2007 7:00:22 PM
No sleep, And quick typing , " I SOUND CRAZY" trust me IM strating to think I am. But the names i hear inreplace of the numbers are odd and things in the dream are real weird and not my subcon either. But real intense and some the text i hear is contradiction but i hear a question asked with a answer given , Not actuall text but while listening to it Im hearing questions very direct as well with an answer to that question but its not what is being read on screen... I KNOW CRAZY well almost getting there

ramjah10
7/2/2007 7:01:52 PM
to be hypnotised i would be aware of this for sure had that done when i was assaulted in 1998 to help memory, " It Didn't Work"

MadMikkie
7/2/2007 7:04:46 PM
Welcome!

Sorry- I am being serious. I sometimes get that too. And it's not hypnosis! You may not want it.....but matey - you got it. Someone is trying to tell you something. Listen to what is being said to you. Listen carefully. Look it up in your Bible if it's a verse. Wrtie down your dreams.

For every person who walks away from Faith and God, there is still a tie that cannot be broken. It's different from never believing in the first place. But it's like God sits there in the back row of the cinema - having already seen the movie just waiting for the right time to make his move.

And FYI to all the christian bashers - If you want to get technical - I was baptised 4 years ago - my friends think I 'became born again' after I answered an alter call - but technically I was already a christian - just hadn't gone to church since my grandmother's wedding I think...nope - my niece and nephew's 'naming ceremony' which my sister wanted held in a church. My nephew will be 13 this year - he was about 2 or 3 when he had his naming ceremony. So it's not as if I've always been a goody goody 'christian'. I wouldn't even say the words Jesus or Christ unless I was swearing.

I get dreams, messages -all that sort of stuff - not often - but until I act upon things 'given' to me - I don't get left alone.....to sleep. So act! Then sleep.

If you're not sure if it is God - you know what to do! Rebuke.

And that's all I'm gonna say for the moment.

If you want I can direct you to a forum where dreams are posted and are - hopefully, interpreted by someone who has that ability. You can email me at madmikkie@hotmail.com

Again - I am serious

ramjah10
7/2/2007 7:12:10 PM
I have never been Baptised and I am worried Im loosing my marbles all the riddling poetry like talk is strange and as for hearing names when the number in a bible are read or some work is even more crazy! I really considering ASIS mental health come out coz man.. the things heard when the text being read is weird too I spent 5 hours last night having my Computer read me the bible and some of the gospels and OMG! weird its like words and pieces of some puzzle.

ramjah10
7/2/2007 7:12:56 PM
Its something about opening something for life or **** like that and IM Crazy my friends says it loosing it

MadMikkie
7/2/2007 7:29:07 PM
opening something for life

well - a Christian would say - open the Bible for life...which I am....but I'm not necessarily saying that. You sound seriously confused and concerned. And it doesn't matter whether you're baptised or not - I first became a christian when I was 6 or 7 - we're talking 30 years ago here. I mentioned it coz some people don't think your 'real' unless you have been baptised - and don't get me started on them demanding you be baptised with the Holy spirit....it's in HIS time not ours.

Anyway. A psychic friend of mine said to me back in the '90's - when I was hearing voices and children laughing and phones ringing ( I didn't have a phone - and where I worked the phones weren't like that) - and seeing faces when I closed my eyes. - If you say 'Go in peace and love.....then if they're nasties - theoretically - they'll go away. Frankly - after the laughing children woke me up for the umpteenth time ( no children in the street - it was a main arterial road and I don't think there were any young families until a block and a half away - and kids that young aren't allowed out at 3am!)...I sat up and said P*** off - leave me alone and let me sleep. DIdn't hear anything againg until about 4 years or so ago.

Christians tend to say - as you would know - In the name Of our Saviour, Jesus Christ, - then most of them add all this extra stuff just to make sure - I bind you and cast you out demon/satan - whichever you wish to use - prolly demon coz satan is also a demon isnt' he???

If what it takes is for you to wake up - write down what is said and post it here - fine. Do that. But as someone who is regularly woken - and has to write things down, it will stop. You just need to clarify where it's coming from. Don't listen to the cd or whatever it is your doing.........you can read your bible....but if it's stressing you to do so - don't do that either.

But - basically - the above steps are those that are required to be taken to at least try to deal with it.

Just focus on what's being said - write it down - and I even ask politely - can I go back to sleep now????? You're not crazy - I don't think.

Have you spoken to the people who gave you the bible/cd??

ramjah10
7/2/2007 7:35:35 PM
yes they say im crazy too nothing wrong with the disc they loaned me and joking about it but im so serious its not funny but is because its so crazy who would believe this crazy stuff.
It like i said b4 is beginging to make me worry and question my saneness

ramjah10
7/2/2007 7:41:19 PM
I have emailed you Madmike but not sure if aNYONE CAN HELP me I have written down what was said in the dream " one thing I do have is photographic Memory" and what i heard in the dream i have written down and what i hear when listening to the texts well i'm hearing same everytime i listen but havent written it down yet why should I? AS FOR POSTING on HERE... Couldnt it be use to lock me up in hospital..? Mentally drained here now as is

MadMikkie
7/2/2007 7:56:01 PM
I've responed back to you Ram.
RE posting on here - lots of christians and lots of christian bashers.....you take what ya get

ramjah10
7/2/2007 8:02:05 PM
but are they capable of helping.. I dont know had trust once and was manipulated and dont need someone to bash ppls religion or beliefs but Its crazy and hard and I dont understand

MadMikkie
7/2/2007 8:05:59 PM
i'm not into manipulation - unless it's to get my kids to behave.....right now I have to go and get my 5mth old manipulated into his jammies.....so prolly won't be on again 2nite

Sorry about all the asterixes - but as I said - I prefer honesty - and that's what he put - asterix's and that's what I said with the asterix's.

I hope it's clear to whomever God chooses to read this and get the understanding. For the moment - I don't have any clarity - I'm tired and I got a house to get spick and span tomorrow for my parent's visit friday morning.

Thanks in advance.

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senteami3

Feb 7 2007, 01:25 PM

I was thinking: he has to make A CHOICE and start being a PROPHETIC VESSEL ON BEHALF OF GOD;

otherwise, THINGS WILL GET BACKED UP in his spirit! Hence the feeling of going "nuts" because there so much "STALLED" that he did not let out!

Then he should learn to write them down as they come out (or record them)...

MadMikkie

Feb 7 2007, 02:50 PM

I love it when you get God words Laurel. As I said - I deleted nothing but unnecessary carriage returns....and smilies that won't work here.

The forum that we talked on is so full of christian bashers, that to counsel him to do something that was scaring him, wasn't asking him to deny the bible, it was trying to get him to calm down. I've only read the ffirst part of your message laurel - but I knew it was God speaking - I just knew - you are so wonderful. I'll go back and read everything - but FIRST! This is a post I dumped last night AFTER I went to bed. God is so cool!

MadMikkie
7/2/2007 10:44:01 PM
Okay - I'm supposed to be in bed! I was reading a book - and I just idly - however it's spelled - thinking of you - to try and work out what you've said....and got the name Daniel

Does it mean anything to you? Aside from being a book of the Bible - please don't make me read Daniel tonight......I won't absorb anything. I just found it peculiar...and of course couldn't relax until I asked. CU tomorrow
ramjah10
8/2/2007 1:21:34 AM
I amawake I have a bother named Daniel but I have emailed you mad please get bak OMG
and his emaile back

Oh my.... I am so Freaking out I really need to speak with someone this is
truly I have been listening to more script and YES DANIEL Is relevant to me
I have a brother named Daniel, But while listening to more I was Listening
to the Weird names from the various numbers and some phrases I was also
listening for more questions and answers, Too worried about this to sleep
but I am terrified what I am hearing HONESTLY if People could understand the
coding of this its so clear and the warnings and signs are so visible
numbers all add up OMG... Please I am not saying I'm not going crazy and
really I am starting to think I am but I cant be the Numbers the Dates and
the various other things poetry and the message I was told in my dream and
IT ALL. But I know NO ONE will take me serious even if they believe me. I'm
scared for my children And I know this is real My entire Life has Lead to
this and IT has to be something like this... the words spoken to me and the
way they were spoken and what was said and then this, IM sorry I JUST REALLY
DON'T KNOW WHO WOULD BE SERIOUSLY PREPARED TO HEAR ME, I AM NOT WITHOUT SIN
WHICH MAN JUDGES ON HIMSELF NOT ON THE PERSON OR DEED CORRUPTED BY GREED.
Please I have been racking my brain with all the numbers and please email me
ASAP or get someone you know too who is involved with the religious
community I need to be guided to where I must head I will drop Everything If
someone sane tells me I'm not crazy

Please reply
Jhon

AGAPEaNg

Feb 7 2007, 03:26 PM

Ok I'm a bit scared today also. I've seemed to have a string of bad luck. 27 is the number of the day. And 2+7=9 which can be attributed to 666 (6+6+6=18, 1+8=9). I'm sorry, I am not into numbers at all but someone once told me they were significant. I've been trying to stay away from finding meaning in numbers because I don't know if it's from God or not, but here we go anyways.

today is 2/7/2007. Daniel is the 27th book of the bible.

And a lot of other freaky stuff is happening to me today that I won't get into at the moment, but I hope it's a good thing. But I doubt that.

So what do you all think. I hate being paranoid and I'm trying not to be, but I just had to say this.

Yeah editing this at 2:27 of course.. shut up. lol, ugh. I also got an anonymous phone call at 7:11 this morning. I'll explain the other weird stuff later if I need to but I think this is important. I don't know if something bad will happened today or not, but I sure hope not. I'm praying.

MadMikkie

Feb 7 2007, 03:41 PM

I think another wow is in order. I kept waking last night so didn't get a lot of sleep - but I did post in someone else's post as I was reading that I felt I had to write down what happened yesterday morning - our 7 of February - amalekits amalekits amalekites......when I said that God wanted them wiped from the face of the earth I got the song "...so smile for Jesus now". It took me a while to remember all the words to the song.

He is moving - that's all I can say atm - my three year old is trying to steal my 2 today's birthday present! and I'm waiting to hear from Jhonathon again. I did pray that he got a good nights sleep last night......but Daniel being his brother! I honestly don't know this chap and don't believe I"ve spoken to him on the forum ever before - so that was a bit......excitink!

Sorry I can't help you agape - at least - I can't - but someone else with God's help may be able to.

MadMikkie

Feb 7 2007, 06:35 PM

I also need to add - since I've gone back and read Jhon's replies again - I haven't heard from him this morning btw - that I didn't pick up his birth name as Jhonathon Daniel nor his birth date etc - when I first read the email. I was so tired I just needed to go to bed - but couldn't stop thinking about him....and the name Daniel when I got it was like a Word.....like the voice of God I've tried to describe but can't. SO me asking him if Daniel meant anything to him and then him saying he had a brother named Daniel as well - meant quite a lot to me. I guess I was so caught up in trying to work our what to say without frightening him more....that I didn't read the email properly. Sorry

fighterofgod

Feb 7 2007, 10:54 PM

Ok I can relate to this guy somewhat so I will try to help you out.. First to hear the things he hears is a blessing.. It only really happen when you obey god fully to do his will.. It called the holy spirit god does speak but so does satan.. And the more you obey God and his will the more you get blessed with the holy spirit.. But when you do watch out the devil get stronger as well.. and it can get scary.. I got throw in the hosptal before by my mother who was a non-believe.. I try to tell her some of the things god was telling me and she was thinking I was nuts.. try to warn her that Jesus was come very soon and that judgement day was soon.. I seen God word turn into a message when I was reading it before.. like he was writing it new right then and there.. also the name daniel God told me at the time I had a spirit within me like daniel because I had the gift to understand dreams and visons.. Alot of my dreams have come to past.. one time I seen on Tv a news thing talking about the states being on fire... which was like in the future.. It scary stuff if your not strong for the gift.. But in the end I back slide and lost that gift from god.. now that i came back god using me in another way right now.. to give to the poor.. any how before it was to warn the churches of his second coming he lead me to many verses in the bible and told me to send then to all the churches within my city.. any how God will use you if you obey him.. the guy not crazy.. when I got put in the hosptal no one understand but god he was showing me so much stuff I wrote it all down.. I even had my mother take my bible away from me.. any how I forgive her.. If your a non believe in christ people really don't know what the holy spirit is.. and how it works.. I still have a gift of knowing things just before it happens God tells me within my head softly what will happen sometime i will question it then it will come to past and I feel really bad I question it.. long story short I understand what this guy is going through and right now he needs someone to listen to what god and the devil is telling him and maybe help him do god will as well.. The thing is the devil get even more mad when you fully obey god and listen to the holy spirit that he get stronger.. but like you said tell him to pray to god about it.. pray for him for a head of pretection..

Love fighterofgod

fighterofgod

Feb 7 2007, 11:07 PM

Aslo to note tell him to look around his house for anything that maybe satanic.. like scray movies.. witchcraft stuff.. anything that is demon related around his house.. pictures of dragons, anything that can be related to the devil or evil spirit then throw them out.. then tell him to pray a head of pretection over his house.. put a cross over your door.. also to note tell him to go to a chinese store and there tea's there that help you go to sleep better at night.. other that tell him christ loves him and his not crazy he is very important to god.. there a battle out there... and once your fully obeying god and his holy spirit hits you hard your now apart of that battle.. if he can't handle his gift which is the gift of daniel tell him to pray to god for a new gift..

love fighter of god..

ps but i would not i miss that gift alot... he just need good strong christian friends to be there and understand...

Tilly

Feb 8 2007, 06:33 AM

Oh fighterofgod, how right you are.
Amen.
My sister is a christian also and for 14 years her daughter would have accident after accident for years. Everyone would say don't worry she's just accident prone. She had so many pray over her and it always just got worse. Till one day she found in her house a ring that she had got from some second hand shop . It was a snake and years back had given it to her daughter. The Lord brought it to her attention and she disposed of very quickly as she knew it was evil. The moment that ring was gone her daughter was free. 14 years it had been happening. Praise the Lord.

MadMikkie

Feb 8 2007, 08:15 PM

I was just in the bathroom making a last inspection before my parents turn up with 2 of my nieces......and I remembered I'd dreamed - maybe a few days ago - about losing a watch- which I never wear - but I always know where it is. I was going to get a new band for it and start wearing it again.

This morning - whilst cleaning the bathroom - I stepped on the scales to *ahem* weigh myself - I do it every now and then and I got this image - or memory I don't know what - whether I'd dreamed it or if it was an instant vision thing.....of me standing on another set of scales, completely different in shape and size from any I've used before - even at doctors surgeries.

So while inspecting the bathroom and remembering the watch dream - and then remembering this morning's episode with the scales......I just thought.....

We've lost time. We're not just - or at least - I am not - just running out of time.....we've lost so much time - we've much to make up....probably as a result of those years we've had away from God.

The scales - again - I am being weighed and measured....but it's not just God doing it now - I'm also doing it to myself.....in relation to Jhonathon.....so with me being very careful with how I dealt with his stress about these visions he's getting....I was weighing and measuring my words. But on top of that - God is still - weighing and measuring - like he's keeping me on my toes and making sure I'm aware of it.

What with the running out of time, making up for lost time and being weighed and measured etc...'things' - God things - God events - are becoming closer and closer to fulfillment.

I feel quite strange about this. Like there's something else I've got to remember as well that's wandered off into the wrong filing cabinet of my memory. I almost feel unsettled....which I suppose I should if God is going to start making the demands that he expects of us...if I'm not ready for it - if we're all not ready for the tasks he WILL set for us - we could lose the ball game in a big way.

fighterofgod

Feb 9 2007, 12:48 AM

Lauren,

God bless you.. I'm going to give you a little more information about myself with that gift that this man is also having.. First off I started getting this gift after fully obeying god and avoiding sin as much as i could.. It started when I was 19 over 7 years ago.. And you our right at first I let the gift go to my head and did get over pride full.. but after a few years I understand that and asked for forgiveness.. you are right we all have a job to do some more then others but no one is better.. Praise be to god.... One thing I have learned is god will can change from time to time to something new.. and me thinking I lost the gift was wrong.. Your right he does wait till you get stronger sometimes before he gives you a stronger gift to do his will.. I back slide for a good two years after being in the hosptal and all druged up on the med the doctors where giving me because my mom was thinking I was crazy for believe the second coming of christ.. And I told her the things I seen in my dreams and what I heard from god.. Because I didn't want her to be left behind.. And being on drugs you don't need is asking for evil spirits to enter your body just like drinking to much does.. whatever this guy does I hope he does not have to take the med I had to take they make things worst if you don't need then and then led you to other drugs.. Any how about two years ago I came back to christ.. And I slowly growing again.. And after reading this thread and hearing what this guy is going through... I need to say something because my own church turned it back on me and no one believe that God was telling me many things which hurt alot.. even my own pastor told me to quit reading god word.. my family turn against me for believe the second coming and christ.. I forgive everyone.. Doctor could name everything in the book and try treating me for everything.. I told them about the holy spirit and about christ and his second coming they just up the dose on my meds.. Also the word daniel which this guy bring up as well he was a man who served god fully even to the point where he was put in a lion den throw in the fire for his faith but still standed firm.. I hope I can give some in sight to what this guy is going through.. one thing is that god will see him through it even if his family and friends, loved ones turn there back on him because of christ and the holy spirit.. I hope to god he holds on because there a big blessing on the way if he stands firm.. like job he lost everything but still stand firm.. God bless

Love fighter of god

fighterofgod

Feb 9 2007, 01:07 AM

Tilly,

I notice that satanic stuff of any sort can welcome evil demons and spirits.. by removing this kind of stuff does not welcome evil spirits around your household.. I had this happen to me I found a scary movie with satanic stuff on it.. and throw it out and pray over my house hold and the evil spirits left.. God bless you always

love fighter of god....

fighterofgod

Feb 9 2007, 11:19 PM

Lauren,

Your right about keeping some stuff to yourself till god allow you to open up to others like right now.. I learn the hard way at first.. I to like to write down what god tells me.. I just buy a book today to write in.. I just hope when I'm gone my family will read the notes.. I try to warn them at first because I didn't want then to be left behind.. that was over 7 years ago.. I just pray about it now.. that my family would get saved.. It was very hard living in a non christian house hold growing up and me being the only christian.. Now I learned that some stuff god show you is not meant forevery one you are very right on that one.. I Just hear god everyday telling me soon the church will be going home to remind firm in the faith and wait for it will not be long.... everyday I wake up and feel that strong feeling when I know something is about to happen.. most of the time I get this feeling before a few mins before something happens like a warning from god before the event happens.. I have been getting the feeling that rapture of god church would happen very soon for over 7 years but this last few year the feeling keeps getting stronger and stronger.. Now I feel like it getting very very strong like it will happen any day now.. The other night God told me to write a letter for my friends and family to find when I'm gone.. It was over four pages he kept me writing about the second coming, the rapture, the anti christ, the mark of the beast and everything.. in simple way for anyone to understand.. and told me to hide it behind a picture of me.. so I did.. any how thanks for your kind words i can see god working in you.. and I can see god talking through you to me and others.. any how praise god.. his so wonderful..

love fighter of god

Guardian Of Centurian

Feb 10 2007, 12:54 AM

I need not deny the existence of the father or the kingdom ask not of other to have doubt that conflict with their beliefs for the only confliction that man must endure is that of the interpretation of the word, for it is history greatest flaw that man evolved and with this so did the seed and interpretation dependant upon era. It is clear that the father love too All his children thus why allows all the children entry into the kingdom but where we and it shall be known have mis judged the important is that we live now in the time judged by the actions of now, to judge tomorrow would be to deny one self to potential.
The father has given and shown me enough to make the skeptic see but it is not know that i must use this knowledge for to do so would make me no different to mans manipulation when in control of power so often fueled by greed

while seeing and hearing the word spoken to me "Fighter Of God" tribulation shall end soon we now in four of seven reaming only 3 til for tribulation shal end allowed to complete its cycle the children are the only capable of this is they see and hear the message of the father, IT IS NOT FOR ME TO JUDGE THE WORD SPOKEN UNTO ME BUT RELAY TO MY FELLOW BROTHERS AND SISTERS THUS WARNING WE MUST ACT NOW FOR THE TIME TO ACT NEED BE NOW

fighterofgod

Feb 10 2007, 11:36 PM

Dear friend,

God has told me his coming very very soon it will not be long at all.. before he take his church home.. there is no time left.. the time has ran out his told me at this time to remaind firm in the faith and hold onto what I have till he comes.. to be at watch always and ready always.. He has many rewards for those that are waiting for him and are doing his will.. and listen and obey what he say for you to do.. The time is now at hand and the church need to wake up and see his sign of his second coming coming to past in this day and age.. God bless you

love fighter of god

MadMikkie

Feb 11 2007, 01:39 AM

okay - this is becoming.....odd - or something I really don't know. Right now - I'm just downright confused. God usually gives me a break after a week or so - but it hasn't happened. The almost continual concentration(? maybe) on the Word - not necessarily the Bible - but 'remembering' so much i have forgotten, the pondering on Jhonathon's words - and the clarity I get when I am talking to Jhonathon about biblical things - as opposed to the fog I feel I'm continually in otherwise - God is HOUNDING me to keep ( I feel) my eyes firmly on him. Jhonathon's words have if not upset -then received opposition - which is fair enough. I've not read all his posts because frankly - I did a stupid thing and gave my eldest something that contained preservatives and am now paying for it....and I"m so tired.

SO I'm going to put this here.....and again - for those who recall two dreams I've had now where the theme has been 'just ask' or - 'you DIDN'T ask' (to get information)

Friday night I had another dream. It was a spiritual attack - and I know now when people are praying for me because I come under attack....obviously - I'm a bit of a danger - although sometimes I really do wonder why -but at the same time - there was a clear message given. Before I slept that night I was thinking about Jhonathon's words.

I was invited to go somewhere - I thought it was my friend's induction as a pastor at a new church. So I arrive there - and it's all set up like a gymnasium.....wooden floor etc. But people were spread out in groups. Now - I didn't know anyone there - and for some reason I had my mattress with me

and basically - found a quiet spot to sit and wait. I was laying on my tummy leafing through a small note book I have pondering stuff trying to write a poem. I was humming "God Gave Rock and Roll to You" - the Petra version -not the Kiss version....in my head and trying not to fall asleep.

I must have fallen asleep in my dream after writing a few lines of 'poetry' in my book. I woke up - and there were a group of people around me - faces unknown - and unclear. Then the "leader" said - oaky - it's time to start. We were going to do a bible study.

He asked a question - I was still trying NOT to fall asleep again - everyone sat there like stunned mullets - not knowing the answer. I wasn't going to join in because- well - I just don't join things really - and I don't say much on a first day at any new place as a rule. So I continued to leaf through my notebook - realised the poetry I'd written was garbage and scribbled it out. Turned a page - and said out loud what was written on the page. It happened to be the answer to the question the leader asked. He says - correct....now for the next part of the question - I turned a page - and read out what it said - it again was correct.

THe thing is - everytime I tried to speak - it would come out choked....hoarse - like I had to cllear my throat - or muffled......I was spiritually being held back from speaking by nasties.

I woke up - it's 3am in the morning - and I was trying desperately to remember what the questions and answers were. BUt I just couldn't and still can't - remember them.

But one thing was very clear.

THE ANSWER TO EVERY QUESTION IS ALREADY WRITTEN

In combinng all my dreams - First: ASK Second: ASK THE RIGHT QUESTION, TO GET THE ANSWER YOU NEED and thirdly: THE ANSWER IS ALREADY WRITTEN....YOU JUST HAVE TO READ IT.

Yes He is coming soon. Yes - the harvest - us christians - is beginning to ripen....and YES we must be ready. I still don't have my answers I want to Jhonathon's words. SO I obviously haven't asked the correct question....and the evil ones are muddying my thoughts as to which question to ask. BUT - we must ask.

fighterofgod

Feb 12 2007, 02:49 PM

Well tonight I will post some things the lord has made me write on paper I think his leading me to tell others when it right.. and I do feel is right to post it here.. Most of what he is telling me is that the church will awaken out of it sleep then his calling us home to heaven before judgement.. just to put it in short form.. When God tell me to write what he says on paper on do as he says.. Any how I'm a very bad speller myself lol but God knows best.. I can see him telling you things that I have been through already like being to prideful over my gift and not to telll everyone what he tells me... and that there is a time to speak what he says and I time not to.. it all in God timing.. any how thank you sister for listening and point out what god is telling you to me.. God bless have to go to work now..

Love fighter of god

MadMikkie

Feb 12 2007, 05:00 PM

I'm posting some stuff Jhonathon has sent me - that arrived last night. He's been in quite a lot of pain from his tumour so has had difficulty with English. If anyone here speaks and writes Russian - that could be helpful.....but you would have to PM him.

I've included the emails ( 2 of them) as a whole because it's not my job to edit him. I believe, I get where he's coming from. I have however emphasised what the main point is.

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’m sorry for not replying sooner my health has not been the best The Retina Blastoma has been causing me some pain, but further advice from within my dreams I have sought and yes still he answers me truthfully through word why me I have asked he said he have faith in me his child for he is the way of truth, apologized did here for my confusion and frustration and he gave me the clarification to not have doubt of he but the enormous task asked of me and the time to which I have to accomplish this, It is not that I doubt the word it is I have neither the health or energy left to do what must be done I can only leave to those I have spoken too what I have told them and what is left I will have ready before my health get too worse, I have spoken to you and Trevor about this there must be purpose for this what it is may not be clear to either of us but in time we will discover why. Of what I have written so far to date I have tried to word as precise as I can to the word spoken to me, I also have tried to understand what it all means of what I can interpret so far is that tribulation is referring to Iraq in may just over two years maybe 3 the tribulation will end but not will out what I think the word is saying Atomic weapons, I believe this scary as it sounds for there is a science term for uranium enrichment not quiet sure but I think it refers to this which will result in the earth in 2010 to be flooded like history but destruction of only half the children will occur the sphere of life he refer to I think the earth than man made weapons the first time used began the cycle of destruction of the children in his name no more will he allow man to kill those children with faith shall with and in his name we saved but man can stop the killing in his name and stop what will happen if they can stop the end of tribulation before its time, and I think this cure want to show the children his word is truth he way of life not to take life by telling us where to find this it will show the true intent of the warning for it can only be the children who decide their destiny not he or any person. I am tier will forward as much as I can soon Oh flood could mean the ozone layer if a weapons are used could melt the ice caps I have no idea but this is what I believe this to mean the this in the ancient text and tongue are questions and the answers ( signs) that were shown, Experiences by prophets and saints scripture but he warns that not all is truth that is why and where contradiction in the word can be found that is why I have said that I could not understand it all and still not fully or completely and mostly likely we he children if this be true and such thing occurs that we would at the time have doubt and question our faith he not want this for he shall protect those children worthy and not all life shall be lost but tribulation must be stopped and tasks he has asked to accomplish this I have just yet not understand them to start what has been asked and more tiered and in pain I am becoming I hope I can do what is asked that is all. I am sorry for my delay and will ASAP give to you show your pastor when he return a man true to the father will understand the message if strong in faith he such a man which I am and have faith he is if he think it true the message I relay then he shall guide you with advice to relay and offer me I seek only advice not real well in health I am not fear full for failing what’s ask but the consequences for those innocent including my children and everyone else if they don’t wake up and see this serious warning.

The feeling of pain and sadness of helplessness I felt the last few dreams when he come to me took me thru a out of mind and body experience nothing evil for his word not evil as the word of god is truth that is the way to life is truth I all so felt despair in some things I remember seeing the pain it felt was horrendous but interpretation and peoples sense of the word in the book as all truth and fact are often blinded by the truth what experienced in life the text should be a reference not guide for he can not make the choices one must make for that would be controlling life and that is not his word!

I must rest for a while will forward some stuff for you to read forward post for me what your faith and where it leads you will be.

We are now in year 4 of the current Iraq war. "Mar. 20, 2003 The war against Iraq begins 5:30 AM Baghdad time (9:30 PM EST, March 19), when the U.S. launches Operation Iraqi Freedom. Called a "decapitation attack," the initial air strike of the war attempted to target Saddam Hussein and other Iraqi leaders in Baghdad." (quoted from http://www.infoplease.com/spot/iraqtimeline2.htmlL) The Merriam Webster online thesaurus says "tribulation
One entry found for tribulation.
Entry Word: tribulation
Function: noun
Text: a state of great suffering of body or mind

If the Middle East is not in a period of great suffering, then I don't know what's happening over there. The upshot is - Christians, when we say the word or hear the word tribulation, automatically attach to it a meaning regarding the End Times. We need to look at other uses for the word. In this case, the War in Iraq, is a tribulation that has been going on now ( from when the first shot was fired in March of 2003) for nearly 4 years. Jhonathon is saying that his message seems to indicate that the end of this war will end in atomic weapons use unless we can halt it earlier. If it does end in the use of atomic weapons - then - and I may have this wrong, I'm not 100% sure, then about half the globe will be affected. Radiation sickness.....is a disease made through mankinde by the use of atomic weapons. If we didn't have atomic weapons, there would be no radiation sickness. So - in the sense of the Iraq war as a time of tribulation, he is correct.

This response came after I again expressed my concerns regarding Babylon in his vision.

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I asked too with caution for clarity on the subject of Babylon and was answered you are in Babylon now my child, for Babylon is the church within the kingdom which we pass into and enter the kingdom and it is the brightness of light Blinding it is so white not a spot anywhere is what I saw beauty full and calming therefore what the text refers I think to Babylon falling means and is referring to the various churches on earth but I think the message is saying also whilst Babylon may fall on the life sphere it is the word his word that Babylon shall NEVER fall in the kingdom so not loose faith and be guided astray for the truth and only way to enter Babylon and those who deemed unworthy shall never enter the kingdom thus preventing entry and protection of the kingdom, This is not only something he spoke of but some things I hear while hearing text read refer to the innocent and assurance the path be protected by those who hear the truth ( I think means who can hear the craziness) perhaps maybe we the children have been deceived from the path unto Babylon perhaps this is contradiction he speak reference about I a have no idea with so much to accomplish and feeling quiet unwell will forward more as I have promised, My English and typing is really dependant on the pain im in one they day I write to you sometimes it is truly unbearable.

Think carefuly for a moment what Jhonathon is saying....or the message he is receiving is saying. Babylon is the church. Babylon falling is the various 'churches' falling until the one true church is left. At present - religion is represented across the globe ecumenically. Here - there are ecumenical services every now and then where people of all faiths (it seems - I have seen Buddhists on the TV reports at these ecumenical services) get together to worship. Look at what a mess though the church is in today. We have priests and leaders etc of the church being accused and being guilty of paedophilia, sexual abuse, and all manner of things that are not condoned by God. The Christian church started out small and dedicated to God.....worshipping Jesus and God. Then 'rules' were brought into the church. You must pray this way. You must celebrate this day. He (man) tried to tell people how to think when it came to God. So the church started splitting....much like God confused the speech of the people of Babylon so they couldn't understand each other after the building of the Tower of Babel. Now - Catholics say they are right. Baptists say they are right. Presbytarians think one way, Lutheran's think another way. The church is split. Eventually though...it will all come down to the one thing all of the christian churches have in common....the core of the christian church belief. That Jesus is Lord. That Jesus is the Son of God. That He died and rose again, ascended into heaven and will return to claim His Bride in the goodness of His time

This is my understanding of what is being said. We must also bear in mind the amount of pain he is in with his tumour. I do not know why and haven't asked why he is refusing medical treatment. Yes he could ask God to help his english skills while doing this......I don't know if he has or hasn't. but it is not beyond Satan to intefere and there are an awful lot of christians in the world who forget to Ask....or for whom - for various reasons, cannot always hear everything that is being said.

Jhonathons message will upset a lot of people. He is not proclaiming he is a prophet. He is not proclaiming he is God.

God uses the weakest of us sometimes to do his bidding. The fact that Jhon has asked me to show his emails to my pastor indicates to me he is being honest, because he believes that a Man of GOd will know whether or not what he is hearing is from God or not....I do beg to differ on that because Pastor's and Priests are only men.....and not every pastor or priest has the gift of discernment.....and not all of them talk about the Gifts of the Spirit.

After all - anyone who calls themself a prophet can only be proved a prophet once the events he is prophesying about, come to pass.

I need to go back to bed now - God was working on me last night and one of the first things I did when i got up was write down what was going through my mind - it was only after I promised several times that I would that I even yawned......so I've had about 3 hours sleep.

I'm gobsmacked that I was even able to explain myself above as I wanted to...not stumbling for words......with the children going bonkers around me. THAT makes me think I'm on the right track.

God loves us all.....and that we continually seek His Word and His Will is what is the most important thing to Him.

fighterofgod

Feb 13 2007, 12:30 PM

My Church Hear my voice.. Today is the day that I will prepare for my great coming to take the church like a theif in the midnight hour...

My angels are getting ready for the great harvest hour.. The Hour is NOW at HAND be ready always.. and know that I have many plans for my people.. to long have they suffered in this world.. no more will they be caught up in this evil world.. this world that lives off greed and lust for money and worldly things..

The devil hour is almost up he knows this and is very mad.. He will rise up in human form claiming he is god.. And prepare for battle against my holy one christ and chosen ones the saints they will ride out in battle to remove evil and satan once and for all.. Dressed in white my saints will have the power to remove evil from the world together they will win and claim this world back to my thrown..

Dated feb 11,07

Will post more later but god leading me to open a new thread about the words his telling me.. he wants all to know the hour is now to get ready that he can't wait no longer.. the devils plan is aready starting in motions..

God bless

love fighter of god

lmwinters

Mar 20 2007, 01:30 AM

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There is something that Jhon mentioned at the very beginning that more than caught my attention, he mentioned the number 26. Is this significant somehow? This number has meant alot to me, so maybe I'm just reading more into it than there is. Thanks all.

MadMikkie

Mar 20 2007, 11:25 PM

i don't recall - I'll go back and have a look. For one thing tho - I"m wondering why I didn't receive notification that this thread had been responded to.

HOw many more have I missed!

Okay - that was me mentioning the number 26 - when I had my aneurysm that was my age in 1996.

He does have numbers tho - but I don't recall if 26 is one of them - it's to do with the current Iraqi conflict - 4 and 3 make 7 - and we were in the 4th year of the conflict at the time of the vision. We're now in year 5 and I believe what was being said was there are 3 more years from year 4 - and if it isn't stopped the poopoo is going to hit the fan.

Godisgood

Mar 21 2007, 08:24 PM

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i don't recall - I'll go back and have a look. For one thing tho - I"m wondering why I didn't receive notification that this thread had been responded to.

HOw many more have I missed!

Okay - that was me mentioning the number 26 - when I had my aneurysm that was my age in 1996.

Greetings all:

The first thing that had caught my attention was MadMikkie mentioning Traveller. The man has an real gift of intrepretation. I do hope that all is well with him and God has him under His precious protection. And lastly, this particular post caught my attention as well. Granted, I haven't read all the postings in this thread, I will try to at a later time. Anyway, last night, the Good Lord had me going over the 5-2-1 servants/talent story in Matthew. I'm not quite sure why and I'm not so sure if it meant to be put here but I felt that I have to share this. Anyway, it's where the master had given 5 talents to one servant, 2 talents to another servant and lastly, just one talent to the last one. The master had gone away for a long time and when he had finally came back, the first thing that he did was settle his accounts with his servants. The first servant not only gave back 5 talents but also another 5 talents. The 2nd servant not only gave back 2 talents but also another 2 talents. The master was extremely pleased with the first 2 servants. But the last servant had dug a hole into the ground and buries the talent that he had received. His excuse was that he knew that the master was an hard man, harvesting where he did not plant and gathering where he did not scatter. The master was displeased with this servant and rightly so. The last servant didn't use his God-given gift at all, just buries it into the ground like it was an piece of junk or something. The master had an hunch that this last servant was an worthless one for he only given him just one talent, unlike the first two servants. But the master had graciously given him an chance to do something right with it, but the last servant didn't. He just whine about how hard it is, why me, I'm scared, blah blah blah. I'm not saying that your friend shouldn't be scared, it's only natural to be scared of something that we don't understand. My point is that our gifts that God had graciously given us are really not our own to keep and it was meant to be shared with others, make the kingdom of God grow, if you will. We, as true servants, are to trust God in the time of fear and use His gifts to us to help others and us grow in faith. Another point, MadMikkie, when you had said that we're in year 5 of the Iraq war, that made me jump for it's an indictation to me that I'm on the right track with God's leading me to that parable. We're in the year 5 of this stupid war and the last two (I hope it's less than that, for I'm sick of seeing precious children crying and blood being spilt over NOTHING) will be worst yet.

I hope this helps.

Praising God,

Sincerely yours,

Wendy

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