I am also under serious spiritual attack - on the psychic or emotional....you know - in the head - level. It seems that even tho the prayers I've been requesting haven't been for ME - but for my husband - people are also including me - which is okay - but the more people praying for me - the stronger those spiritual attacks are. But - afterwards - after the miseries - I can see them for what they are. During the miseries - I ain't got no hope- and what - after all but hope was left in pandora's box ( just to be secular for the mo). Even amidst all this - praying for the hubby I do still do. I even wrote down what I wanted from him.....and it's all 'Goddy' stuff.....the way he was (at least how he portrayed himself to be) when I met him. It wasn't an act, it was a form of armour to hide his hurts. This seizure he had last friday - I realise - has actually made him depend on others - to get him to where he needs to get to. HE can't just get in and drive. It's also made people aware that he has this condition, whom should have been told over 10 years ago - seriously! One of his oldest friends didn't know he had epilepsy!
Anyway - back to me dream - I'm waffling today. Lets change font colours shall we???
For some reason - I wanted to consult a cardio vascular surgeon - not for surgery - but for information on the heart ( gee, wonder what THAT means). I don't understand if the dude was meant to come to the house or not.....but - just as I was sitting back on the couch - (for some reason the loungeroom had switched around with our bedroom) and about to pop a lollipop - or at least a long tubular icypole pop (I make em for the boys) into my mouth - this person of - lets say ' subcontinental' appearance' appears in the loungeroom. So - in other words, he looked Sri Lankan, Pakistani- even possibly Indian - I am not sure. I said to him - what are you doing here? I was expecting you to call......he leaned towards me and - I was still holding the icy/lollipop near my face - leaned in as if to eat my lolly.....but he kind of glanced at it suggestively, then tried to kiss me - got all 'smarmy' for want of a better word. It's weird but it's almost like I can smell 'pappadums' on him....even now. I started yelling.....then I hear yelling outside. The neighbours next door were running down their side of the fence - (our yards are on a slope - we have grass, they have their driveway on our sides of the fence). THey're looking up in the sky and pointing (oooh - they're christians as well btw) and you can see this firey ball coming towards the earth at a rate of knots.
THeres this relatively young blonde woman there as well. FOr some reason, blonde women are appearing quite frequently in my dreams not necessarily the same person - but gee - for some reason, most of the 'other' women who've pipped me at the post or done the luring - have been blonde....this one and the one in another dream was a white blonde - about the same colour as hubby's ex wife ( and she's a bottled one). So there's me - and the neighbours and this young woman looking up in the sky. The young woman goes into my house - then comes out really really disturbed looking. I said - is he still there - did he try it on you too? We'll get him - we'll go to the police......something to that effect - and I 'imagined' as I said that to her me sitting at a desk being questioned by a man in a suit. You couldn't see him, just my face as I tried to describe what this 'subcontinental' had done or tried to do.
At that moment we both again - looked up at the sky - and the firy object thingo wasn't firey any more - a dull black 'blob'. I said - look - it's coming this way - it's going to hit here - RUN! So wee took off back up the slope of our front yards to the road.
It landed - it didn't hit. It LANDED....on the small back porch area of the neighbours place - except in the dream instead of their being a ramp up to the wee porch - the whole area there was flat - more like the front porch and the house had been turned 1/4 turn.
We went over to it - it wasn't even hot. It was a big square boxy shape- color of - oh - I don't know - old aluminium saucepans??? If that's a colour. It's not bright and shiney very dull - like a brushed stainless steel possibly - except it wasn't 'brushed'. It just looked the colour of a well used aluminium pot.
It was about waist height on me - and on top there was a camera....which turned and focussed on what ever it wanted to to take pictures. Someone - I don' tknow who - but it wasn't the Mr neighbour - went up to it and started tinkering. I suggested he didn't do that - you don't know what it might do. then someone said - could have been him - or it could have been me, I really don't remember "they're watching us". They're watching every move we make.
That was it. Imagine those 'flying saucer' movies and all the alien theories floating around- they're watching us - what we're doing and all that jazz.....it felt like a sense of danger...not real peril or anything - but a real 'wary' atmosphere.....be very careful, that sort of stuff.
So I don't know what to think about that at all. I don't know what happened to mr nasty cardiovascular surgeon inside - I woke up because my nearly 3 year old started hollering ( we're talking somewhere between 4 and 4:30am this morning) - and I hoped he'd go back to sleep as I lay there 'remembering' this dream and storing it away for future reference. I didn't get back to sleep - he decided he wanted to sleep with mummy ( he's just started saying mummy instead of mum - and daddy instead of dad....weird) - but wouldn't - then he woke the baby about 5am - so I fed him, then at 5:30 - sent junior terrorist back to his own room - by which time the other toddler woke up - so I gave HIM a drink - and thought - there is no sleep for me. Baby decided he'd dirty his nappy real baaaaad - so changed him - and I jumped on the computer to check on my bills and their payments etc. I is very very tired - and have been seriously dumb all day.
