It started out as any normal day and I have accomplished a few things and have been out and about, but much like a creeping fog, the day has grown more and more oppresive and I have less and less ability to stand and to believe and to hold fast to the confession of faith and to be found walking in truth expecting... 2Jo 1:8 Look to yourselves, that we lose not those things which we have wrought, but that we receive a full reward.
I find that those things for which I am resolved and for which I am apparently reserved (My pastor keeps telling me I am called to a "great work") are getting the kind of attention a tooth in need of a root canal gets.
Jer 2:23 How canst thou say, I am not polluted, I have not gone after Baalim? see thy way in the valley, know what thou hast done: [thou art] a swift dromedary traversing her ways; Jer 2:24 A wild --- used to the wilderness, [that] snuffeth up the wind at her pleasure; in her occasion who can turn her away? all they that seek her will not weary themselves; in her month they shall find her. Jer 2:25 Withhold thy foot from being unshod, and thy throat from thirst: but thou saidst, There is no hope: no; for I have loved strangers, and after them will I go. Jer 2:26 As the thief is ashamed when he is found, so is the house of Israel ashamed; they, their kings, their princes, and their priests, and their prophets, Jer 2:27 Saying to a stock, Thou [art] my father; and to a stone, Thou hast brought me forth: for they have turned [their] back unto me, and not [their] face: but in the time of their trouble they will say, Arise, and save us.