Hello - I just realised I haven't been on here for well over a week! Possibly 2 - I'mjust not sure.

I did as I felt I was told to do by God - I asked for what I wanted. In fact - I asked twice - once with my 'script' - and once without. Since then I've written one prayer.....for a friend.

And now that I've 'asked' - I just feel.....totally blank. Yet at the same time I feel like I'm being told something - or He's trying to show me something - I really am not sure. If you imagine what it's like on a cell/mobile phone that keeps dropping out - that's almost what it's like. I get an 'inkling' of 'something' - then I just lose it. I am gettng to sleep really easy at night - and bub slept through 2 nights in a row - that didn't last. - and for 3 whole days it was really easy not to lose my temper at the naughty toddlers or the husband who just won't do stuff etc, I could do the housework without resent - then I just lost it! It went. It comes and goes this inner calm - I've felt wonderful helping out a friend who's broken her wrist - and totally exhausted - but it was good exhaustion.

I'm just concerned I guess at the silence I can feel and hear on the inside. Then I get all questiony about things in the bible - but it's kind of - not a nice feeling. And when given explanations - I cannot understand them because I've become very tired over the last week (I was on antibiotics for 7 days and couldn't take my vitamins because it stopped the drugs from doing their job)....my mind is all - furry or fluffy or something from tiredness.....and so muffles my thoughts to silence. Yet previously it's been my tiredness that's opened my mind and ears and heart. I'm concerned that maybe the prayers I wrote are the ones that needed to be done then and that's it!

So if y'all could just pray that my blank ness - or whatever you want to call it - be lifted - I'd really appreciate it.

Thanks
MM

(I've got to run out of the house right now... )

Know that you are in my prayers!

Trhank you dani

Heavenly Father,

Humbly I come to you and ask you to lead and guide Mikkie. Give unto her the spirit of wisdom and revelation. Enlighten the eyes of her understanding. May she know the hope of your calling for her. Fill her with the fruits of righteousness and with the knowledge of your will for her. In the wonderful name of your Beloved Son, our Lord Jesus Christ, amen

Father, I lift up my sister. Penetrate her spirit with your mercy which endureth forever. Allow her to be sensitive to your lovingkindness that only You God are able to perform. Show yourself to her, Lord. Let her sense your very presence in her time of tiredness and uncertainty of your Word. I pray that you would refresh her spirit and her physical body. In Jesus Name. AMEN.

Well something worked! I got a 'poem prayer' for my friend from church Simone - she has twins and 2 older little kiddies and she kinda looked a little desperate today - but didn't get the chance to talk to her much. It's a corny type of poem - but hope she likes it.

See below - my son just woke up and told me the rain had come down and it rained and it rained. I said - no it hasn't rained. He goes - oh - oh I know - the sun's crying and it cried and cried. How sweet.

A Prayer for Simone

Keep this little prayer Simone,
Close to your precious heart.
And when you’re feeling down or low
You’ll know just where to start.
Dear Lord please take my friend Simone
And hold her close to You
For she’s such a busy, special Mum
And we know what she can do.

Look up and smile you gorgeous girl
For God’s great love does shine.
From the faces of your little ones
With the glory of Him Divine.
And know that He does love you well
There’s nothing He can’t do,
For God’s great arms will lift you up
And God will see you through.

So take a little pause Simone
And revel in His love.
And know that He will hold your hand,
And help you rise above.
Please know that he is with you
For ever and always
So lift your head and hold it high
With a heart that’s full of praise.


Hugs From Michelle 17/12/2006

That's beautiful Mikkie.