I am not a prophet, or even a saint, I'm much closer to the woman who washed Jesus's feet with her tears because she was forgiven much. I am a simple guy with a simple desire to be useful in the service of my Lord, unworthy vessel that I may be. Daily I repent to God for my sins and arrogance. I also apologize to anyone here if I have answered them in anything but love as Jesus taught us, "to love one another".
I signed up for this board over 6 months ago but never posted much because all I saw were endless arguments about dates and calculations all of which in hindsite proved wrong, but I checked in occaisionally to read and see if there was anything new. One day as I was visiting, I saw something beautiful, I saw the heart of God. I don't remember the exact post, I think the poster was Val, but what was important was the spirit behind the post was God's love. I was hooked, since than I have posted almost everyday and I have been so blessed by so many people. I can't name all the people who have blessed me with their words but I would like to try and thank the following to start; Pam, Val, Gary, Roy, Rose, Rosie, Charlie, Jack, Devorah, Maz, End-times, david, Debbie and so many, many more thank you all from the depths of my heart.
I was so excited by the love and encouragement I found on this site that I wanted to share this site with all my Christian friends. Then yesterday, I read some posts that deeply disturbed me. Mean spirited posts from one Christian to another, insulting, accusing, even questioning the sincerity of each other's faith. I don't feel comfortable inviting anyone to this site, knowing that they may be subjected to such mean-spiritedness from fellow Christians.
Those posts deeply disturbed me, to the point that I couldn't sleep last night. I lay in bed praying for God to show me what to do. I must have gotten tired, for I slipped into a dream. In my dream was a beautiful little house, there was a couple inside the house and they asked me if I could help them fix a leak. I said sure, and proceeded to pick up the house and examine it from all angles, I saw several obvious holes. Next I took a hose, like the kind in a restaurant kitchen, that sprays scalding hot water for washing dishes and I started spraying the house all over with this hose. Not only was I finding lots of leaks, I was actually creating new ones with the pressure of the scalding water. Then I looked at the foundation and a corner was broken off. At that point I just threw up my hands and told the people, I can't help you with this house, it has too many problems, you need a builder. Who built this house anyways? Then I noticed Jesus off to my left, he was a tad bit angry with me, not in a bad way, but like a loving father who has to keep correcting his son's mistakes. He spoke to me and there was such a power in his voice, he said, "I am the Architect and my plan is perfect!"]
"I don't need someone to examine my work and tell me what is wrong, a child could find the holes. What I need are builders who will build up according to my plan." I was very sorry that I had questioned his work so I said, "Lord I want to help but I don't know that much about construction". He said, "I know you want to help and there is much work to be done. You can start right here" and he points to a little hole, "cover this hole with love and strengthen it with encouragement and when you finish that one bring healing to the next, don't worry about the rest of the building, I have many other builders."
And that was the end of my dream.
The interpretation is so obvious, I don't even feel that I need to spell it out, but I will for the sake of clarity. I was putting myself in the place of God, examining his Church and what was wrong with it. My spraying with scalding hot water was me examining by hot words that were creating problems and fixing none. The missing corner is Jesus, he is supposed the be the cornerstone. The last part is we need to strengthen each other with encouragement, bring healing to each other with love.
Many people besides me have had this same burden, that the time is getting short. Please, I feel this so strongly about this, avoid dissention, stand together in love to build God's Kingdom. Remember, whatever you do or say to any member of this forum you are doing to Jesus Christ. "Whatever you do to the least of my brethren, you do to me"