Over the last few months, I have really been tested in regards to how much I can handle emotionally (Two deaths, having ended a long-term relationship, worried about losing my job due to our crummy economy here in MI, etc). Tonight there were some rather unkind words said to me by someone I work with. I was fuming about it inside during the rest of the shift. In fact, my heart was raging about just how "unjust" this world is with all the death, suffering and all around bad things that happen in this life, how "horrible" I have it, etc.
Well, the Lord let me rant and rave for a while apparently to illustrate a point. As I'm driving home, I get this voice in my heart saying "now, was all that bickering really necessary? Really...you have it better than so many. Do you not have eternal life through Christ? Is that not a better position to be in than the vast majority of humankind, who are lost?
In my heart, I sheepishly answer "....yeah, I guess so."
Then He tells me "Then why are you acting as if this life is the only life there is? If you really believe, then there really is no need for this incessant complaining. In the eternal sense, the cares of this world are insignificant, so, I would rather you be a little more appreciative of that which I've given you."
Talk about Our Father giving his children a strict lecture!
Tonight, I was reminded in the spirit rather sternly that when the chips are down and we compare ourselves to those who are living "happier" lives than our own, we believers should remember that we have something we should be eternally grateful for. Is it not better to live a life of unimaginable suffering, but go to Heaven, rather than live the "good life" only to get thrown into the lake of fire?
Funny, I've heard this cliched idea said so many ways it's not funny, but it hasn't fully registered until tonight.