Hi northstar
QUOTE(northstar @ Mar 28 2006, 11:16 AM)
I once had a very close and intimate relationship with the Lord but stumbled and backslid. I tried for years to get close to Him again and could not seem to find Him again so I gave up. Now years later I still desperately want to walk with the Lord and I have been seeking Him for a year but I am not getting any closer. I pray constantly morning noon and all night. I do not think I am sinning except sometimes I may have thoughts of judging people but nothing real serious. I am not saying I am perfect just trying to get closer to God. I wonder if maybe I must believe first that I have a relationship with Him to have it, you know if I have any doubt maybe it is enough to stop me from entering. So I try to speak only positive thoughts and try to beleive but then days come where I see nothing happening and then I think it is useless. [right][snapback]49715[/snapback][/right]
What is it that you are looking for to "happen" ?
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I don't know what else to try to do. I know that faith is resting in Him but I am finding it hard to do this too. Please pray that I can see a big breakthrough in my life with Him. Any suggestions, any one else been in this position and can help? Thanks for your prayers I need it.
If You believe Jesus you have salvation.
The level of relationship is dependant on not grieving the Holy Spirit. Pray for conviction as to what it is that is causing the distance and when you know what it is, Go to God and repent of it in Jesus name.
All Praise The Ancient Of Days