My hope is that this posting well give hope to those families,
who are going through what my parent's went through with me.
They never gave up on me. There prayer's were answered.
Not in there time but in Father God's perfect time.
Never give up on your loved one's. The evil one is trying to brake up families ,anyway he can.
At the age of 15 yrs. I started smoking marajuana,this was when I was a freshman in high school. Because of that drug I became lazy and started to fail school. This was only the beginning of a slow fall. At this point I started to dabble with wicca and the ouija board.
And the testing of different drug's started.
Speed, downer's, L.S.D., P.C.P, and cocain.
Trying to fill that empty space that I had.These drug's were used off and on, but marajuana was a constant.
After dropping out of high school at the age of 21 yrs..
I got a General education deploma, to get by.
My parent's were allway's praying for me. And the faithfulness of my dad to our Father God ,brought mercy and he looked after me.
Even in the midst of all this filth that was my life.I had a angel looking after me because my dad asked, Father God to send one for me.The angel worned me of impending trouble and told me to leave different time's when trouble could harm me.
One time I was at a Ozzy Osbourne concert. A freind and I parked across the street at a park.I left the car to cross the
street and in my drug filled mind. I saw no car's coming, but there was one coming.A loud voice next to my ear yelled out "JUMP!"
So I jumped! A car screched stopping in the spot that I jumped out of. I would have ended up on top of there roof .
The driver yelled out , are you tring to kill yourself and speeded off. I looked around and saw the area empty, and my friend bairly getting out of the car. He said he didn't even see what happened. Because of the love my dad, had for our Father God,
His mercy was with me. " For I well have mercy on them that love me, up to the third and fourth generation ".
Also not knowing that the baptizm and the receiving of Jesus as my savior in my youth, would have Jesus looking after me.
Even later on, in my drug filled teen's. I forgot Him, but He didn't
forget me. At 24 yrs. of age I tried running away from my drug
problem. I moved to Arizona and a few year's latier to Dallas,
Texas. Instead of running away from those drug's, I ended
up starting new one's. Crack cocain and heroin.
I now am 32 yrs. old. Finding myself in debt to a dealier and nearly homeless cause of the crack cocain. I ran back to El Paso, Texas and to my parent's house.
I started out snorting heroin, thinking that I wouldn't get addicted. But within a short time of a year or so.
I started injecting myself and was having to use everyday, to keep from getting sick. At the age of 36 yrs I was having trouble holding a job. So I started stealing for my habit.
There wasn't a store in El Paso ,Texas that I didn't steal from.
While in the bathroom, injecting myself with heroin.
I overdose and passout with my head hanging over the tub.
My dad heard a voice tell him to check on me.
I could have sworn that I locked the door.
My dad walked in to find me passed out and coughing up blood and gasping for air. My dad said that as he waited for the ambulance, that my breathing was getting slower and slower.
He was afraid that I'd die before they got to me.
But they were able to save me.
" In his perfict time ".
It was now that time. At 37 yrs. I was at the rock bottom of
my life/death. I would call myself a "" waste of skin ".But our Father God had a different plan for me. I get arrested and put into jail. I was now going through what I call the seven day hell.
It was seven painfilled day's of cleaning the heroin out of my body. Thowing up, hot and cooled flashes,braking out in sweet,
No sleep, and all of my nerve's were miss firing giving me great pain. Now I was ready. I wanted to take my mind off the pain,and the now, 30 day's of no sleep. So I ask for a bible to read in my cell. I dedicated my life to the Lord and he embraced me.
I had a 9 month stay in jail.
Because of my dad's love for our Father God and my new and ever growing love for Him too. He showed mercy on my daughter.
She was at the same age that I was when I started with rock-n-roll. She was walking my exact step's. While in jail Father God made it possible to put my daughter in the exact place and time ,to save her .
She dedicated her life to Jesus and was baptized.
My mother called me in jail and told me the great new's.
This was, as I told our Father, The greatest blessing I could ever get. I told our Father that I would serve Him, the rest of my life for this blessing. My daughter and I are Spirit filled and in love with our Lord. Helping those in need.
I'm in Houston ,Texas, after the Lord telling me to move there in a prophetic dream. And my daughter is in El Paso ,Texas ,
living with here mother. Even with the space between us.
Her mother say's that she act's exactly like me.
My mother say's that she is a great little girl. Even when we
talk on the phone she tell's me to stop talking because we sound alike. I have been fully with the Lord for two year's.
I am now 40 yrs old and my daughter is 16 yrs old.
I can't go into all the different blessing's, dream's ,and favor
that Father God has given me, it would be too long.
This has been my store of my Father God's mercy, grace, and blessing.
And His faithfulness.
Love Feedme!