I just layed down to take a nap, being up for over 24 with a sick child. I wasnt sleeping alot but boy I had a hand full of info from this dream. Not a normal thing, in a short time.
In the dream I was back on the street my foster home was on. I had been walking down the street and seeing all those, what their money proublems wear like. I was shocked to find myself going with a women a little younger than I, and seeing her with walth, but it was all in gold. She has a man she was engaded to with her, and he kept finding wasing to take one peace of gold and than another...she thought this was going on, it showed in her behavor, but she wouldnt say anything about it, longing for her relastionship to work, even if he betrays her...she know that would happen anyways in time, but still she loved him.
I found that this longing to take this one gold chain, came over me in the dream...and I started making plans to take it, found I was feeling that she would loss it all anyways, I might as well take something with me. I found that she stated seeing this in me as well, but because that man was pointing it out to her. I did take that one chain, and put it on, wearing it right out of the house, I was than scared and went throught the passment as that man came after me to prove I was the bad guy, I found that I hid that gold chain in a box, that was on the basment stairs. Inside this box was other boxes, each one being wood and covered in lather, or valvet, as if they where hairlooms, I hid it behind all of those, so that if he looked he wouldnt feel it was there. I than went out the window. after some time I went back. He did go through everything, even thought she yelled at him to tell him I didnt to it. he wanted me gone. I was going throught that box scared that he found it, but it was there in the bottem of that box...he only looked inside the smaller ones, and missed it being at that bottem even thought it was a britty big chain.
I went out that back door, and he seen me running....I found I was trying to get away, and got on a train...I found I was hiding in a passenger car, and he was going through the end heading my way. Here is the stang thing....that car went from the being a passenger car to a coal car...I had moved up closer to him, and had a match in my hand, ready to stop him. That girl, started seeing him for what he was, and hating him for it. Telling him to stop going after me, that shew as glad I got that last chain of hers, she wanted me to have it. I was shocked, she stated that even with the taking of that one chain, that I was more inasent than him, bent on murder...that she said...you just want to kill her. He stated if he got that chain, she would be next. He hit him in the back, and he fall, she ran the other way...
I was found just befor she left us both there with that chain in my left and the fire in my right hand. I let that fire fall!
I than found myself with the dream changed, like it just changed and I was on a new one. I found there in my old foster home, setting there, waiting...looking at the time on my rist, even though I dont wear a watch. I was told its time...
I got up...
I than stated another dream...I was going back down that same street, and each house was filled with joy, and nothing was missing from them. I felt like I had something to do with that and they didnt even know. It was that chain, it was gone from my nake. It was a long hairloom, I sold it, and helped others, and they didnt even know it was me. But that man....gone, old and pore...I found longed to fix things and didnt it on my own, being lead by what was stranged bullings inside...I wasnt heard from, seen or knowen to be the one. But the women was found to be married and with children, happy, at peace, and all her needs meet, by a man that truelly loved her for her...
The funnything in this dream...if tried really hard to change the dream over and over again, because I didnt want to seem to be stilling from one I called my friend. But she at the end went apass a framed pic of me on a side table, and smiled at me there. she know over all I wasnt stilling from her, but setting her free!
end....
I guess alot of this is cool to look at, because the world is one way, and G-d seems backwords from them. The things that are spiritual are more real, than the things of this world. Teh real world is back words from the Real spiritual world of G-d...where He truely moves. We as humans, but our own twist on this, calling that that isnt sin sin, and that that is holy not holy.
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