http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=v5iiOzJclHo...feature=related
as This song was playing I found myself just being drawin into singing it, and I Just couldnt stop. Right in that restroom, infront of others, I let that song come out with that singing, along with that song. Thinking out loud I asked if any know the name of this song or the women that was singing it, even thought i had heared it befor I couldnt think of the name of that women. Well, I went out of that restroom, and that feeling didnt leave me, I kept being drawin to sing it through...I found I had to go by a painting and just block out what was, or those going by me as I sang this song, letting that move of the spirit move me to do so. It than came back what my husband said to me one time, this is one moment that you can be chosing something eternal and loving on some one may be that eternal thing. I know right there why I was feeling that...so I said to G-d in my mind...Ok, where is there person you want me to talk with and love on. I will do it, even if it is in the open like this, and i made up my mind to but out that fear that those with me might not like that if I didnt come back right away. I went down that hall that i was feeling lead to go down. I turned and there she was...and women trying so very hard to wipe tears away she couldnt keep from falling. She was turned away from everyone, and you could see her body moving from crying. I stopped for just a moment, knowing this was my moment, and put out even a min. where I would have started that fearing thought walk I go down at times...where I end up not doing what I know is right for fear that I might be rejected for it. Funny how things works out. I sat myself down right nest to the women, and it all came out. "Oh Honey, are you harting?" I put my arm around her and she turned so quickly, throughing her arms around me and just letting it all out, for all to see. Wow....I just let it out again..."I love you!!!"
And she kissed my cheeck, Her Husband came up with a cup of coffiee for her, and creamers and sugers, you know...that thing that would make her feel she is loved, and carried for by him. Sweet! I than said, "Are you in Pain?"
and Her husband said, "Why, Yes she is...she fall..." She showwed me where she hart herself, and the brussed arm. she fall in that building I was in. I was even more surpized at myself when I but both hands around her arm she should me...and than said, "Father G-d, I ask in Jesus name, to heal this arm, and take that pain away in Jesus name, amen!"
She was filled with so much joy, saying thank you and said I dont even know your name. I told her my name, and both her and her husband huged me.
Strangers, I was so exsited, and told my hubby as I got back to him, he saying that out of this night that was the only etarnal thing that has happend, making that evening out worth it all. I was so very happy, and thankful for that moment, and glade that I have learned to be more bold in Jesus, to show others that kind of love, He has but in me. I will not ever know if she was healed, but I know Jesus showwed her that she was very muched love. As at that same time, I found he using me to do it a wow moment! I know that i am loved! and it is amazing to me!
I will not forget this night, and it is something to be very exsited and thankful for.
I didnt post this to bost as if I a such a great person for I am not, but that there was his anointing on me at that moment, and i just obayed in that perfact timing, and was used. I have learned to be bold here, to stand when i am called to, I was struggling with this area this week...big time...!!! I even was trying to get someone to talk about it, and yet G-d walked me through it, and I didnt need a nerse to get me through it. I cant say just how wonderful that feels. Growing in an area, can be the hardest thing to go through, but once you see the good from it, it makes the struggles worth it all.
Abba...thank you for my moment with you, If I didnt stay back...to sing and take in what you where putting on me...that I would have gone and sat down with the others and missed out on this great and wonderful moment, showing me that this women was worth show she was loved. wow!
Please, I dont know the womens name, but G-d knows her, please keep her in your prayers that her arm feels better and she is completely healed. In Jesus name! amen!
Hugs!
.. you've been blessed.. and were a blessing!
Peacemaker
rolling eyes at myself!