At one point in my life I had a decision to make. After my back surgery
my doctor told me I was not going to get my reflexes back in my left leg.

Before the surgery my left leg was almost useless, it would drag behind. My kids would call me a zombie, because at one time I was walking like on of those zombies in those horror movies...Our household is rentlentless on those who get sick under our roof...It is all done in good humor though, not out of meanness. After my surgery since I could barely walk, my name was then school zone.

Anyway, since the nerve root was so compromised my reflexes were damaged and non-exsistent. When my doctor told me I was not going to get them back I said, NOPE! MY GOD IS BIGGER! I told him to watch...

Now right when he said that I had a choice. I had a choice of whose report was I going to believe...The doctor's "best guess" or MY LORD JESUS CHRIST!

Luke 9:11
And the people, when they knew it, followed him: and he received them, and spake unto them of the kingdom of God, and healed them that had need of healing.

Acts 10:38
How God anointed Jesus of Nazareth with the Holy Ghost and with power: who went about doing good, and healing all that were oppressed of the devil; for God was with him.

Luke 40:4
When the sun was setting, the people brought to Jesus all who had various kinds of sickness, and laying his hands on each one, he healed them.

The doctor had done all that he could possibly do, it was down to the wire...I could have excepted the report of the doctor BUT I chose NOT TO...I knew and know what the word of God says...I shall be healed when I call upon HIS name!

6 weeks later when he tested my reflexes I had reflexes...Praise the LORD...

I can either choose to believe a "best guess" OR I can choose to LIVE in the WORD that I know is truth! That is best refreshing water I can drink!
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TODAY:

The above was then and my reflexes are still there and holding strong. Recently I've had to draw on this strength of the healings the Lord so graciously bestowed on me in the past. Recently on top of the chronic pain I live with and the nerve damage I sustained in this injury, something else slipped. This increased my pain in area's that are deal breakers for me. A deal breaker of me holding out for another surgery and placing me in a position for surgery to get relief. I told my hubby that if two area's began to hurt again that were relieved by the first surgery, I cannot possibly live with it. About 5 weeks ago one of those area's fired up big time...
I waited about 3 weeks to really say anything because I was praying it would just go away. Nope! It seemed it was sticking around. So, I reached out for more prayer from friends of mine and family. I also began to feel something in my spirit that the Lord was instructing me to go to a certain church to meet up with a certain healing minister. I was listening but not acting because I asked myself did I really hear that from the Lord. I told no one about hearing that from the Lord.
Two Sunday's ago as we gathered for service in my house, the first thing before anything began, we had a praise report by one of our pastors. He began to share with us that he had an absessed tooth. He didn't want dental intervention nor did he have the money to pay for the repair. He said, the Lord showed him that he needed to rebuke doubt FIRST then ask for healing. His prayer went like this: In Jesus name, for God's glory, I rebuke the spirit of doubt, and in Jesus name I am healed." He did this out loud everyday and each time felt a little better. By the end of the week his tooth was back to normal and no pain. PTL.....
I knew the Lord was speaking directly to me and I explained to them what was taking place. I did not share yet the word that the Lord wanted me to go to this healing cursade.
Last week I called a friend of mine and we began to talk about my back, as she had been praying for me. Before I posted a prayer request she read, she shared with me that the Lord had placed me on her heart to pray for me about my back. She also began to share with me about a word the Lord had shown her for me. When she began to tell me this word and describe the person she saw, I asked her if it was Hunter's Healing Ministry? She said yes...I said, Okay, I hear ya Lord I will go to their healing cursade.
This past Sunday after service I shared the word that the Lord wanted me to go to Hunter's Healing cursade. My uncle about jumped off the couch and he stated he knows them personally and my dad shared that he has been to one of their healing cursades when they still had the Astrodome. We were all over joyed...I didn't know any of that previously...

I don't understand why yet, the Lord wants me to go to this healing cursade, but I cannot deny the fact that He wants me to go. I am going!! The part I don't understand is I know He can just heal me right here right now...But the 30 minute road trip is planned! I actually can't wait...

My prayer is a total healing, a new back wholly and completely....I can only pray that this time of testing is over and that He is releasing me now into new things for His glory.

This journey for me is exciting. Exciting are the possiblities......To be continued...

Your post blesses me so much. I am praying for your complete healing.

I'm praying too! You are right, HE IS BIGGER!

may you receive the miracle you seek..

Father, grant it, please!

Pamela..... I am praying for God to touch you with His healing hand!

Love in Christ,
Val
Messiahiscoming

I'm praying with you Pamela for a complete healing.

Dear Pamela,

I am keeping you in prayer for complete healing of your back!

Thank you so much for praying with me and for me....Believing for me and with me....

My date to go is the second week of December.....It's the next healing service in Texas.....

I am standing with you sis! Totally cool healing will happen, I will not believe anything else!

Hugs!

Amen~

Thank you for standing in prayer with me....

December can't get here fast enough....LOL~

It is by the POWER of the LORD, and none other, that you will be healed. Believing this and praying for you.

Sometimes a rebuke just isn't a enough.
Walking on through with that rebuke is no longer tough.
Move along little child, move along.

The battle is yours no longer mine...
Your hand alone created the strong hold...
Move along little child, move along..

Don't speak of me or to me...
No longer can you ensue me.
Move along little child, move along...

Ingore features work real well...
Sometimes one cannot tell..
Move along little child, move along...

I have an update I wanted to share about this journey the Lord is sending me on...Journey I call it because of course the Lord can heal me right here right now as I sit in my living room typing this....But His ways and thoughts are not the same as ours...Of course we would want a healing to be instant but how much more can He bless us if He takes the longer route? Much more is the blessing and the teaching on the road it is...Though that is also where I am in my relationship with Him....

The update is: Another friend of mine called me 2 days ago. Her name is Lillian. She is 64 years old, a widow and the older verison of me. We are so similar in so many ways. I meet her when we were still attending the last church we were members of. She and another lady would come to the church on days we were doing Bread Ministry. I don't personally visit her now because this year she moved to Missouri. Earlier this year I fixed a dinner for her and my Uncle Martin so they could meet. It was really cute. Both of them had lost their spouse years earlier and being that both of them are perfect for one another, yep, I tried to play matchmaker.

Anyway, she called me 2 days ago and I shared with her about this situation. When I said, "Well, the Lord impressed in my spirit to go to Charles and Frances Hunter's healing ministry, I've had 2 confirmations so far, she said, Pam I know them personally. We were all Missionaries together when we all went to Lakewood Church. She explained that they have a powerful healing ministry and that I need to listen to the Lord and go! This is the 3rd confirmation that I am to go.

At this point if I had any ounce of doubt about this, I don't have it anymore. It is very safe to say I don't have doubt about going in December.

I am posting this because of the accountabilty process. Accountabilty to myself. It's a learning process for me. I know it's bigger than just little old me. Though this total healing would change my life completely. Some know I am disabled by a back injury...I went from abled body to a broken body...There is much more in that one little sentence than just a literal broken body. I mean, HE took me down to nothing to where I know what it really means to be at the end of yourself and completely rely on HIM, broken before Him became life in me. For a few years I would not even make the connection to the injury, I could feel it in my flesh but I never allowed it to enter into my spirit. I could literally feel the two seperate from each other.

Here is where I am at in this process. I have that "What if" running in my head. What if after 3 confirmations that I am to go nothing happens. NOW BEFORE really anyone says anything, what I admit is truth. If I were to say something else, it would be a lie. Being truthful with how you are feeling is the first part of the process. It's like saying you don't have a cold but yet you sit there with a cold. Yes, it is a wonderful thing to believe and I do but it's another thing to deny the truths in all things.

"What if nothing happens" if God sent these 3 confirmations my way, by goodness, I want and desire something to happen. It takes me a lot to get me to go to one of these things. I have been to so many where people get worked up in emotion, jumping all over the place and nothing really changes in anyone. But I also have never had such confirmations for me to go to one, so I have to believe something is different here. I don't know these people HE is sending me to...I occasionally get their Newsletter in my email box. Last night I had this dream of a wedding and I saw myself in a mirror. I was dressed in a white wedding dress, I had a crown attached to a medium train and I saw my hair. I am assuming that I had someone fix my hair before but when I saw it in the mirror I had to redo it. I began to fix my hair and the second I finished it my father called me to stand with him. I stood up and walked into my dad machine shop and stood next to him. I woke up. That dream in on my mind this morning, as I keep seeing myself in the mirror.

I also can't say that there is a bit of anger here too. Anger at the process of this build up in me and the "what if" turns out to be .... ARG~ Yes this is my internal struggle...~~LOL~~ But I am holding my self accountable and you just get to read it...I am not such a public person when it comes to these thing either...I didn't even say anything, not even to my hubby, that the Lord impressed into my spirit I was to go and he is my pastor as well. It wasn't until the first person confirmed it I spoke anything out loud about it....So, there must be a lesson in that as well...

To be continued.....