I was taking a nap today, and was waken up three time but each time when I fall back to sleep, I went back to the same dream.
I Had this same dream befor but it was one of those time when i couldnt remember any of it, but was left with the feelings I had after it. Wird!
In this dream i went back to where I was in my foster home, but this time, I was liking at my foster home on the outside, and was buying the one two houses from that one on the left side of it. It being white, and turned in into an aptment, After doing so, I woud go from up the street to down the street to see those if those that lived in them sill lived there. In this one, I found some gone but others still in there houses, old and seemingly mad that life wasnt doing well for them. I was asked why I was back? What was here for me? I told them I am here to look after loved ones.
I also wanted to know how they where all doing? But as I asked this, one door was shut on me, another house, inside only laughted at me as if I was prying or their to judge them, they accomed what i was doing there, waybefor I said anything, and without know who I really was, so they just movied out of the room leaving me alone, so I left! I went to another house, but the guy I went to school with wasnt there anymore. I was told he moved!
I woke up!
The next dream I was doing the same thing, but this time, everyone was there, but this time I know not to go up to the other two houses, just leaving them alone, I went to my old foster home in this one, this time and the side door was open, I was going in there and coming out again. As if I was looking for something, at the same time I noted they where working on this house, growing it....to never be the same!
I went right down the other way to the last house in the dream, to talk with the guy, this time He seemed to be doing the same as the other dream but had just moved into his old house, setting it up as he said that he was buying up the other houses around him, I was thinking how wonderful to see him doing this, but befor I could ask why, he turned down the street and pointed, look! AS I look it was as if I moved up there with him and saw seeing all, like on a convaer balt. I seen a great number of the houses gone, the topes of trees gone with some of the broken branches sticking up...there was logging trucks pulling them right out of the ground and dragging them right into the back of the trucks. I ask why the loggers would be here in a naborhood that was here for over an haundred years to take to trees here. they didnt belong.....but the guys said, but they where told to come...by who, is said......those in the church. those so called well wishers.....
those trucks where only ment to take up those old broken down trees that where in the way, but these that came are wiping out all things in there way, they say this is from G-d but as you can see...they are not....theves!
I woke up!
The next dream was of me going to the house that I got laughted at, after seeing the others. I went to that house, there being a small clenic there now, and there had an apptment set for me. It was on a card in my hand I was being force to take a shot, I thought that they didnt have a right to force any medical care of me against my well, but as I went in there, I was lead to the room, and told to take off my clothes, I didnt but kept trying to tell them, not to heart me, that I didnt need the shot, nor their work....they said they had a test (holding it in their hands) that stated I had a viris, but as they said this, I had the sence fast forword, and could see my tummy cut open, and saying they would doing a tummy tuck on my, but it was hidden that I was an organ downer, that against my will. I creamed at this, but they brought the pictures close to me trying to show their shows and saying you have papaloma vires, and needed this shot to not give it to any one else. I seen in my mind a women coming in to get the treatment, and I was straped down, and screaming.....she knows....I dont you she would! I was out.
I woke up with what I seen in those vissions done to me on my tummy. They said it is only a tommy tuck. I than screamed at them....now why did I have to conforum to you, your ideas of what I was suppose to be, I was just find, not a thing wrong with me....I lefted up my shirt and screamed ....look what you have done to me!!! I had some flaws but now I have scars, because of you!
The shape of the cuts the did to me, was like an upside down letter "T". things looked find on the outside....they didnt get what was wrong, but I could like I was empty. I was to my friend, he said...trust no one here....and he took a sonagram of my tommy, he said yes they did take your organs out, but look, you should even be alive....as he said this, I was looking at what he was showing on the monitor, there in that leftover mass was my organs growing back, slowly but they were. I got off the table, and said, I must do something about this!
I left his house only to seem like I was on the run for my life, I went by two that had taken part in going that thing to me and they said that that women, got papaloma from me, but they said, that I didnt show I had that virse. The other women, she ask if I had even got the shots for it,....that is way they wanted to use me....but that i got off the table and ran. She shouldnt have been able to do that, and they needed to find me, for If I let them know they did this, and that women dies, their program would end....that would be the end of them. I looked up to see I was infront of my old foster home and I went into the side, but things had changed so ,much that the floor plan wasnt the same, and I seemed do be on a small maz, because of how many halls I had to get down.
I woke up and thought I needed to post this one....and ask if other even know what papaloma virse is? I dont even know if I spelled it right!
Hugs!
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QUOTE (peacemaker @ Sep 7 2008, 06:36 PM) 
I was taking a nap today, and was waken up three time but each time when I fall back to sleep, I went back to the same dream.
I Had this same dream befor but it was one of those time when i couldnt remember any of it, but was left with the feelings I had after it. Wird!
In this dream i went back to where I was in my foster home, but this time, I was liking at my foster home on the outside, and was buying the one two houses from that one on the left side of it. It being white, and turned in into an aptment, After doing so, I woud go from up the street to down the street to see those if those that lived in them sill lived there. In this one, I found some gone but others still in there houses, old and seemingly mad that life wasnt doing well for them. I was asked why I was back? What was here for me? I told them I am here to look after loved ones.
I also wanted to know how they where all doing? But as I asked this, one door was shut on me, another house, inside only laughted at me as if I was prying or their to judge them, they accomed what i was doing there, waybefor I said anything, and without know who I really was, so they just movied out of the room leaving me alone, so I left! I went to another house, but the guy I went to school with wasnt there anymore. I was told he moved!
I woke up!
The next dream I was doing the same thing, but this time, everyone was there, but this time I know not to go up to the other two houses, just leaving them alone, I went to my old foster home in this one, this time and the side door was open, I was going in there and coming out again. As if I was looking for something, at the same time I noted they where working on this house, growing it....to never be the same!
I went right down the other way to the last house in the dream, to talk with the guy, this time He seemed to be doing the same as the other dream but had just moved into his old house, setting it up as he said that he was buying up the other houses around him, I was thinking how wonderful to see him doing this, but befor I could ask why, he turned down the street and pointed, look! AS I look it was as if I moved up there with him and saw seeing all, like on a convaer balt. I seen a great number of the houses gone, the topes of trees gone with some of the broken branches sticking up...there was logging trucks pulling them right out of the ground and dragging them right into the back of the trucks. I ask why the loggers would be here in a naborhood that was here for over an haundred years to take to trees here. they didnt belong.....but the guys said, but they where told to come...by who, is said......those in the church. those so called well wishers.....
those trucks where only ment to take up those old broken down trees that where in the way, but these that came are wiping out all things in there way, they say this is from G-d but as you can see...they are not....theves!
I woke up!
The next dream was of me going to the house that I got laughted at, after seeing the others. I went to that house, there being a small clenic there now, and there had an apptment set for me. It was on a card in my hand I was being force to take a shot, I thought that they didnt have a right to force any medical care of me against my well, but as I went in there, I was lead to the room, and told to take off my clothes, I didnt but kept trying to tell them, not to heart me, that I didnt need the shot, nor their work....they said they had a test (holding it in their hands) that stated I had a viris, but as they said this, I had the sence fast forword, and could see my tummy cut open, and saying they would doing a tummy tuck on my, but it was hidden that I was an organ downer, that against my will. I creamed at this, but they brought the pictures close to me trying to show their shows and saying you have papaloma vires, and needed this shot to not give it to any one else. I seen in my mind a women coming in to get the treatment, and I was straped down, and screaming.....she knows....I dont you she would! I was out.
I woke up with what I seen in those vissions done to me on my tummy. They said it is only a tommy tuck. I than screamed at them....now why did I have to conforum to you, your ideas of what I was suppose to be, I was just find, not a thing wrong with me....I lefted up my shirt and screamed ....look what you have done to me!!! I had some flaws but now I have scars, because of you!
The shape of the cuts the did to me, was like an upside down letter "T". things looked find on the outside....they didnt get what was wrong, but I could like I was empty. I was to my friend, he said...trust no one here....and he took a sonagram of my tommy, he said yes they did take your organs out, but look, you should even be alive....as he said this, I was looking at what he was showing on the monitor, there in that leftover mass was my organs growing back, slowly but they were. I got off the table, and said, I must do something about this!
I left his house only to seem like I was on the run for my life, I went by two that had taken part in going that thing to me and they said that that women, got papaloma from me, but they said, that I didnt show I had that virse. The other women, she ask if I had even got the shots for it,....that is way they wanted to use me....but that i got off the table and ran. She shouldnt have been able to do that, and they needed to find me, for If I let them know they did this, and that women dies, their program would end....that would be the end of them. I looked up to see I was infront of my old foster home and I went into the side, but things had changed so ,much that the floor plan wasnt the same, and I seemed do be on a small maz, because of how many halls I had to get down.
I woke up and thought I needed to post this one....and ask if other even know what papaloma virse is? I dont even know if I spelled it right!
Hugs!
I Had this same dream befor but it was one of those time when i couldnt remember any of it, but was left with the feelings I had after it. Wird!
In this dream i went back to where I was in my foster home, but this time, I was liking at my foster home on the outside, and was buying the one two houses from that one on the left side of it. It being white, and turned in into an aptment, After doing so, I woud go from up the street to down the street to see those if those that lived in them sill lived there. In this one, I found some gone but others still in there houses, old and seemingly mad that life wasnt doing well for them. I was asked why I was back? What was here for me? I told them I am here to look after loved ones.
I also wanted to know how they where all doing? But as I asked this, one door was shut on me, another house, inside only laughted at me as if I was prying or their to judge them, they accomed what i was doing there, waybefor I said anything, and without know who I really was, so they just movied out of the room leaving me alone, so I left! I went to another house, but the guy I went to school with wasnt there anymore. I was told he moved!
I woke up!
The next dream I was doing the same thing, but this time, everyone was there, but this time I know not to go up to the other two houses, just leaving them alone, I went to my old foster home in this one, this time and the side door was open, I was going in there and coming out again. As if I was looking for something, at the same time I noted they where working on this house, growing it....to never be the same!
I went right down the other way to the last house in the dream, to talk with the guy, this time He seemed to be doing the same as the other dream but had just moved into his old house, setting it up as he said that he was buying up the other houses around him, I was thinking how wonderful to see him doing this, but befor I could ask why, he turned down the street and pointed, look! AS I look it was as if I moved up there with him and saw seeing all, like on a convaer balt. I seen a great number of the houses gone, the topes of trees gone with some of the broken branches sticking up...there was logging trucks pulling them right out of the ground and dragging them right into the back of the trucks. I ask why the loggers would be here in a naborhood that was here for over an haundred years to take to trees here. they didnt belong.....but the guys said, but they where told to come...by who, is said......those in the church. those so called well wishers.....
those trucks where only ment to take up those old broken down trees that where in the way, but these that came are wiping out all things in there way, they say this is from G-d but as you can see...they are not....theves!
I woke up!
The next dream was of me going to the house that I got laughted at, after seeing the others. I went to that house, there being a small clenic there now, and there had an apptment set for me. It was on a card in my hand I was being force to take a shot, I thought that they didnt have a right to force any medical care of me against my well, but as I went in there, I was lead to the room, and told to take off my clothes, I didnt but kept trying to tell them, not to heart me, that I didnt need the shot, nor their work....they said they had a test (holding it in their hands) that stated I had a viris, but as they said this, I had the sence fast forword, and could see my tummy cut open, and saying they would doing a tummy tuck on my, but it was hidden that I was an organ downer, that against my will. I creamed at this, but they brought the pictures close to me trying to show their shows and saying you have papaloma vires, and needed this shot to not give it to any one else. I seen in my mind a women coming in to get the treatment, and I was straped down, and screaming.....she knows....I dont you she would! I was out.
I woke up with what I seen in those vissions done to me on my tummy. They said it is only a tommy tuck. I than screamed at them....now why did I have to conforum to you, your ideas of what I was suppose to be, I was just find, not a thing wrong with me....I lefted up my shirt and screamed ....look what you have done to me!!! I had some flaws but now I have scars, because of you!
The shape of the cuts the did to me, was like an upside down letter "T". things looked find on the outside....they didnt get what was wrong, but I could like I was empty. I was to my friend, he said...trust no one here....and he took a sonagram of my tommy, he said yes they did take your organs out, but look, you should even be alive....as he said this, I was looking at what he was showing on the monitor, there in that leftover mass was my organs growing back, slowly but they were. I got off the table, and said, I must do something about this!
I left his house only to seem like I was on the run for my life, I went by two that had taken part in going that thing to me and they said that that women, got papaloma from me, but they said, that I didnt show I had that virse. The other women, she ask if I had even got the shots for it,....that is way they wanted to use me....but that i got off the table and ran. She shouldnt have been able to do that, and they needed to find me, for If I let them know they did this, and that women dies, their program would end....that would be the end of them. I looked up to see I was infront of my old foster home and I went into the side, but things had changed so ,much that the floor plan wasnt the same, and I seemed do be on a small maz, because of how many halls I had to get down.
I woke up and thought I needed to post this one....and ask if other even know what papaloma virse is? I dont even know if I spelled it right!
Hugs!
Hard to say what this means, (to me or others) it obviously has meaning to you (dreamed it three times).
Here is a starting point... to do some research, perhaps it is a dream that is personal for you.
Seems Texas and some other regions in the country have opted for all Women to get this new Shot.
Maybe you fear having to get the shot?
http://www.cancer.org/docroot/CRI/content/...PV_Vaccines.asp
Frequently Asked Questions About Human Papilloma Virus (HPV) Vaccines
Forced midical care on any one for any reason, wither good or bad care, is forced and should never, never, never be done. This leave open the change of abuse to an exstream! I Went though things being force on my befor, anything force isnt a choise at all, nor care at all!
See in our country they are going after vaccining young kids, just incase! the want to force this into a force, already law in some places. Not good!
I think, this isnt about the vaccin itself, for by choise if the girl is old enought to chose it, should have the chance to get it.
but this dream has to do with force, what is force on one, when forced isnt out of love, There wasnt any good in that part of the dream, as if they that was doing this was doing it for my own good but for the good of the one that was the goal of saving them. they did it at the coast of me. they didnt know I would servive there attacks, attack is what this was!
I also know that this women that I seen in the vission in the dream know all about it, but did it anyways. See she was marked to die, already and was grasping for live in a way that would make another die.
I will open this up to apart of my life that is happening now with me. I think this part of the dream might be talking about. To point out the where after what was making me live, my inerworkings. They lied about why the set me up, and I seen all that was coming.
In the area of music I have a calling on my life, this is not something I am hotty on, no! I know that i am not the best, but the anointing is still on me. I was set up in the church I go to many times to beforce to go lower or just out of sight by those that wanted it as a show, so they can have it focused on they and not christ, if I am used it would make things not look good on them, as well as G-d has moved in healing of others in this area, using me, they know this, I was even told to make a point not to let the anointing show for others have a problem with it. I had just seen the rug pulled out from under me by those in charge, and focing me to take a back set.
G-d has showed me through dreams and visions these things befor they come about, as well as just coming right out and telling me their motives, I out of being needy, stupid, and overlooking, wanting the believe that they didnt want to come after me in this way, would end up walking through it all, and even though I know it, it still heart me very much! Just want lead me to set up after word and yell at them for trying to get me to conform to their will inforcing the outside to line up than to go with G-ds will.
In other words, I am setting in the middle of others reballion and knowing it, I am told to keep still about it, by those that know I know, and to love them anyways, will I am force to change to their will, I can tell that others are learning to hate what they see in my, my art, the singing, they refusing to deal with themselves they are joining with each other to force me down. I feel that I was showing what this will bring in the spirit for them. I have had others that have seen me being treated like this start to open their eyes and moving to defind me. I know that i will servive this and know that those things that are rightfully mine with still be inside of me in the end.
You cant take up anothers anointing by for but only by inharitance, by those having it blessing you with the passing of it to you, it goes down to you know you forcing another down in summition! I am in the middle of a war, I know this know. But the battle isnt what they see, but What the Lord Shows me, no more or less!
here is what I see the Lord showing me about myself, I will sing for him, and not be held back by others, either by force, or by restraining at all. I will sing for him, in all areas he puts befor me, for my gift isnt held back by man, nor by the fear of man, this is a testing that G-d will have the last say so in, you will move to restore all those things, dreams, hopes, those areas that other coveted and held me back.
Now, church, in the area of worship I can set this befor you all, know that you are called to make a joyful noise, your voice being one way to do this, one way out of many! Your voice is like your finger print, there isnt not one that is like yours, no not one! Each as one of a kind, only your worship can be lifted up by you, in the flavor, style, and sound that only you possass. You Father knows your voice for he has made it, knows the very sound, reflaction of it, the feelings and passion behind what you say, and sing for him. Just as you learn to know his voice he is knowing you byheart. Let your heart move high in him, IN the name of His sweet and loving Son, Jesus! Amen!
See in our country they are going after vaccining young kids, just incase! the want to force this into a force, already law in some places. Not good!
I think, this isnt about the vaccin itself, for by choise if the girl is old enought to chose it, should have the chance to get it.
but this dream has to do with force, what is force on one, when forced isnt out of love, There wasnt any good in that part of the dream, as if they that was doing this was doing it for my own good but for the good of the one that was the goal of saving them. they did it at the coast of me. they didnt know I would servive there attacks, attack is what this was!
I also know that this women that I seen in the vission in the dream know all about it, but did it anyways. See she was marked to die, already and was grasping for live in a way that would make another die.
I will open this up to apart of my life that is happening now with me. I think this part of the dream might be talking about. To point out the where after what was making me live, my inerworkings. They lied about why the set me up, and I seen all that was coming.
In the area of music I have a calling on my life, this is not something I am hotty on, no! I know that i am not the best, but the anointing is still on me. I was set up in the church I go to many times to beforce to go lower or just out of sight by those that wanted it as a show, so they can have it focused on they and not christ, if I am used it would make things not look good on them, as well as G-d has moved in healing of others in this area, using me, they know this, I was even told to make a point not to let the anointing show for others have a problem with it. I had just seen the rug pulled out from under me by those in charge, and focing me to take a back set.
G-d has showed me through dreams and visions these things befor they come about, as well as just coming right out and telling me their motives, I out of being needy, stupid, and overlooking, wanting the believe that they didnt want to come after me in this way, would end up walking through it all, and even though I know it, it still heart me very much! Just want lead me to set up after word and yell at them for trying to get me to conform to their will inforcing the outside to line up than to go with G-ds will.
In other words, I am setting in the middle of others reballion and knowing it, I am told to keep still about it, by those that know I know, and to love them anyways, will I am force to change to their will, I can tell that others are learning to hate what they see in my, my art, the singing, they refusing to deal with themselves they are joining with each other to force me down. I feel that I was showing what this will bring in the spirit for them. I have had others that have seen me being treated like this start to open their eyes and moving to defind me. I know that i will servive this and know that those things that are rightfully mine with still be inside of me in the end.
You cant take up anothers anointing by for but only by inharitance, by those having it blessing you with the passing of it to you, it goes down to you know you forcing another down in summition! I am in the middle of a war, I know this know. But the battle isnt what they see, but What the Lord Shows me, no more or less!
here is what I see the Lord showing me about myself, I will sing for him, and not be held back by others, either by force, or by restraining at all. I will sing for him, in all areas he puts befor me, for my gift isnt held back by man, nor by the fear of man, this is a testing that G-d will have the last say so in, you will move to restore all those things, dreams, hopes, those areas that other coveted and held me back.
Now, church, in the area of worship I can set this befor you all, know that you are called to make a joyful noise, your voice being one way to do this, one way out of many! Your voice is like your finger print, there isnt not one that is like yours, no not one! Each as one of a kind, only your worship can be lifted up by you, in the flavor, style, and sound that only you possass. You Father knows your voice for he has made it, knows the very sound, reflaction of it, the feelings and passion behind what you say, and sing for him. Just as you learn to know his voice he is knowing you byheart. Let your heart move high in him, IN the name of His sweet and loving Son, Jesus! Amen!
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