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HeIsFaithful

Aug 18 2008, 10:10 AM

QUOTE (TSD @ Aug 16 2008, 12:13 AM)

Ive posted recently on a few topics since I joined today and posted my reason for straying from God. I see so many testimonies of God revealing himself to people, Jesus revealing himself to people and coming into their life. I ask why not me? I have experienced nothing that can't be explained b natural circumstances, or a stong desire for something to be true on my part. At the point in my life I most needed God to be there, I experienced nothing. I lived 18 months in constant fear, and brought death upon other human beings. Not out of pleasure or desire, out of fear of losing my own life. Any evidence anyone has for me of God is a "personal experience" I say its not fair if God exists that I do not get a personal experience. Ive been told I probably didnt recognize what it was when it was given to me. THAT IS NOT FAIR. If God is fair everyone should get a sign or experience they recognize as definitive proof, but that is not the case. Otherwise I would still be a belever myself. All I recieved for being a believer was death rape and killing IN HIS NAME. Should I just say things like "I got a promotion that was God". if thats the case why doesn't the suffering Iraqi kid get reprieve when he asks God for it, but me, in my currently stable life am granted a job promotion by his will, that I probably could have done without? I have come to a personal conclusion that if there is a God and thats a really big if, he/she has nothing to do with our day to day life. I am here looking for that proof to steer me back, or reaffirmation of my current belief. I am sorry but personal experieces do not count, because they are subject to ones own delusion or wish and not admissable as evidence. God gave doubting thomas his proof, why not me!

Dear Bro's and Sisters who are faithful prayer warriors..

Please remember TSD in your times before the Lord..

because we know that the prayer of a righteous person is powerful and effective .. not that we are righteous, but certainly our righteousness is found in HIM

Soo.. please, remember this one in your prayers..

chinnam naidu

Aug 18 2008, 11:02 AM

thank you very much sister for your request, i am praying for you and your requirements to the heavenly FATHER

with greetings
bro.chinnam naidu

Miche

Aug 18 2008, 07:31 PM

good job posting this as a prayer request.... thank you

Lord, this man has seen alot, I want to praise you and thank you Lord for what you are about to do in his life. For I believe that you will reveal yourself as a loving true God. prepare his heart to recieve this truth. Lord surround him with evidence that you are real and that you love him. Let him have a desire to know you, give him a heart to read your word.

I ask this in Jesus name
amen

angelmae

Aug 18 2008, 07:34 PM

QUOTE (HeIsFaithful @ Aug 18 2008, 11:10 AM)

QUOTE (TSD @ Aug 16 2008, 12:13 AM)

Ive posted recently on a few topics since I joined today and posted my reason for straying from God. I see so many testimonies of God revealing himself to people, Jesus revealing himself to people and coming into their life. I ask why not me? I have experienced nothing that can't be explained b natural circumstances, or a stong desire for something to be true on my part. At the point in my life I most needed God to be there, I experienced nothing. I lived 18 months in constant fear, and brought death upon other human beings. Not out of pleasure or desire, out of fear of losing my own life. Any evidence anyone has for me of God is a "personal experience" I say its not fair if God exists that I do not get a personal experience. Ive been told I probably didnt recognize what it was when it was given to me. THAT IS NOT FAIR. If God is fair everyone should get a sign or experience they recognize as definitive proof, but that is not the case. Otherwise I would still be a belever myself. All I recieved for being a believer was death rape and killing IN HIS NAME. Should I just say things like "I got a promotion that was God". if thats the case why doesn't the suffering Iraqi kid get reprieve when he asks God for it, but me, in my currently stable life am granted a job promotion by his will, that I probably could have done without? I have come to a personal conclusion that if there is a God and thats a really big if, he/she has nothing to do with our day to day life. I am here looking for that proof to steer me back, or reaffirmation of my current belief. I am sorry but personal experieces do not count, because they are subject to ones own delusion or wish and not admissable as evidence. God gave doubting thomas his proof, why not me!

Dear Bro's and Sisters who are faithful prayer warriors..

Please remember TSD in your times before the Lord..

because we know that the prayer of a righteous person is powerful and effective .. not that we are righteous, but certainly our righteousness is found in HIM

Soo.. please, remember this one in your prayers..

My goodness what a heart breaking story..........Unfortuately those of us I believe who have had these wonderful experiences with the lord are the ones who will allow them.

" I have experienced nothing that can't be explained b natural circumstances, or a stong desire for something to be true on my part." The lord manipulates nature and things as one way of communicating with us and if we are not willing to see GOds hand in the signs meant for us to see, well we will not see it. Or perhaps the enemy is blinding said person. There is no such thing as coincidence, you could not have told me this 7 years ago as I would have turned and walked away from the conversation, yet when my ex took my children and I had not seen them in years, when I thought I would die from grief, the lord opened my eyes to what he wanted me to hear and see. The love and warmth, the peace and happiness that over came me was nothing short of miraculous and I grieve deeply for anyone who has not or can not experience this LOVE!!!

.......he who has ears let him hear......... TSD you are in the forefront of my prayers, may the lord shower you with his everlasting love. Lord I lift up our dear friend to you, please rescue you child from the grasp of the evil one. Please lord open the ears of this lost soul and wrap your love around them. God Bless. Kari

Here Am I

Aug 18 2008, 07:45 PM

Father... I pray for your mercy upon this one... that you would reveal yourself to him in a way that he might know the reality of your goodness and love. All glory and praise to you, Lord... for evermore!

zeetz

Aug 18 2008, 07:58 PM

Yes, I am praying, and I agree with you all for an answer for this very special prayer request. I am believing for an answer for TSD that will make a strong impact and renew faith in Jesus Christ alone.

God Bless
zeetz

QUOTE (HeIsFaithful @ Aug 18 2008, 09:10 AM)

QUOTE (TSD @ Aug 16 2008, 12:13 AM)

Ive posted recently on a few topics since I joined today and posted my reason for straying from God. I see so many testimonies of God revealing himself to people, Jesus revealing himself to people and coming into their life. I ask why not me? I have experienced nothing that can't be explained b natural circumstances, or a stong desire for something to be true on my part. At the point in my life I most needed God to be there, I experienced nothing. I lived 18 months in constant fear, and brought death upon other human beings. Not out of pleasure or desire, out of fear of losing my own life. Any evidence anyone has for me of God is a "personal experience" I say its not fair if God exists that I do not get a personal experience. Ive been told I probably didnt recognize what it was when it was given to me. THAT IS NOT FAIR. If God is fair everyone should get a sign or experience they recognize as definitive proof, but that is not the case. Otherwise I would still be a belever myself. All I recieved for being a believer was death rape and killing IN HIS NAME. Should I just say things like "I got a promotion that was God". if thats the case why doesn't the suffering Iraqi kid get reprieve when he asks God for it, but me, in my currently stable life am granted a job promotion by his will, that I probably could have done without? I have come to a personal conclusion that if there is a God and thats a really big if, he/she has nothing to do with our day to day life. I am here looking for that proof to steer me back, or reaffirmation of my current belief. I am sorry but personal experieces do not count, because they are subject to ones own delusion or wish and not admissable as evidence. God gave doubting thomas his proof, why not me!

Dear Bro's and Sisters who are faithful prayer warriors..

Please remember TSD in your times before the Lord..

because we know that the prayer of a righteous person is powerful and effective .. not that we are righteous, but certainly our righteousness is found in HIM

Soo.. please, remember this one in your prayers..

thenjduke

Aug 20 2008, 05:58 AM

Dear Father I pray that you shine the light in this person life. You give him the understanding that you grant all us believers. I ask you provide faith into this person life. God please help him.
In Jesus name I pray.

IAMlives

Aug 20 2008, 02:37 PM

Lord,
I thank you that you brought TSD to this forum and I pray that the christians of this forum will be given wisdom which speaks directly to TSD's heart so that he can know of a certainty that God exists and is more than willing to heal him of the pains he endures. I pray you bring him safely into your kingdom Lord...amen.

God's Lamb

Aug 20 2008, 02:41 PM

Father God, I lift up this man to You, Father. Unveil his eyes, unplug his ears and soften his heart towards You and the Holy Spirit. Send Your angels to him to compfort and healing his wounded heart. Touch Him, Father, give him cause for joy in his heart. Speak to him in his dreams, and send others into his life who will help him on this journey. Be glorifed in his life, let him be a beakon, let the "light" of Jesus Christ shine in his eyes and heart.

Father, it is hard to see You when death and wickedness reigns.....it's hard to believe in Your mercy and compassion when children are dying, when killing is the "daily" routine that you see. It is hared to see You when Your saints are beaten, tortured and killed. We look for Truth but can not find it, we look for Mercy but can not see it, we seek understanding but it seems to slip away. Father, I ask You, in the name of Jesus, we all here implore You to "touch" this man and give him HOPE, to renew his love for You, to let him experience a "relationship" with You, that is of the Spirit and not the flesh. I thank you Father for what You will do in this man's life. I thank You Father that we can come to You in prayer, knowing that You hear our prayers. I thank You Father, for all Your Blessings.....and I also thank you for prayers You said, no, too for Your Best interest was for me to have something much better than I could dream of ......You are worthy to be praised. Thank You for sending Your Son to die on a cross for me, for the world.....thank you for the "gift of Salavtion".....and thank you for YOUR GRACE! Amen and amen."

God Bless <><

peacemaker

Aug 20 2008, 05:03 PM

agreeing in prayer...