It is time to address ourself as a "state of the church"
Christians worldwide - stop pity yourself
Time is running out - and we must deal with the situations ahead:


Brothers and sisters in Christ - I am a man of faith a keeper of the commandments a believer of the entire word of GOD the living word which lives whitin me and make me strong in the spirit that dwells out from me to unfold the forgotten truth of the Living one! - Listen to my words:

It is time for you to start taking Gods Words seriously - As I have taken the Word seriously since August and by that time have grown rapidly in the Spirit of the LORD. When I was a teenager, I got saved in the Pentecostal church in my home-city. I had been a rebellious teenager, but my parents where God fearing believers when I grew up - and I knew something about the way and the truth and the life.

When I got saved, I started to read the Bible - and I studied for three years the word of God. And when I met the love of my life - I turned to God and I asked his permission, and waited for her for a year untill he said yes, and she became interested in me.

She was 15, I was 18 - and you know how it is to be teenagers - so we wanted to marry as quickly as possible - but you see the age-problem right?

So we fell in sin, and repented and fell in sin again - and our pastor told us to break up
- and so she did, while I was in Denmark preaching in a church over there.

So I did what Adam did when the love of his life was slipping away - he ate the fruit - and we left the church, and for five years we missed church because of our pastors interfearing (If I can´t have here...)

So, we stayed together, and when she was old enough we got married - and after we got married I waited two more years untill I got everything right with God again. I am telling you this story so that you know where I am comming from - I did not always used to be what God made me be today.

I spent five years of hating my pastor so intencely and it was turning my life upside down, little by little - and I understood that I was moving away from the LORD, and finally I said to him: LORD, I don´t want nothing to do with you - pleace leave me alone - and he did, so for the last part of my flight from him - I ended up becomming a complete screw-up, I was earning a lot of money - and we had a brand new house, a brand new set of furniture, a brand new car - and we lived the good life - and we would still be living the good life, but as I reached the top of my success - and had a million-dollar-business I turned to the LORD - and I gave my shares in the company free of charge to my companions - I read the word - believed the word and gave away expencive goods like computers and gold-jewlery, rejected to go to the unemployment-office to claim money - and finally I am down to the level where I can concider myself to be poor in the world - and depend on the grace of GOD to keep me alive - I´m in his Army now

I am telling you this because we are on a forum - and I figured that you don´t know a lot about me - so now you know some basics of where I have been and what happend untill the point where I am now.

And when I look back at my own life - I tell my past-self the same thing, because Adam and Togarma was both very stupid men when they fell in love - and they both left God - the only difference is that he was the first, and we are the last - and that whole experience shows me some forgotten truth about everything.

Now, after I came back to the LORD - I took everything very seriously - and I have kept it that way every day, growing more and more in the spirit - unfolding the truth more and more, and it is not because I am a genious - but because I take it seriously - and seeking the truth (Gods truth).

So I keep the ten plus two commandments - and I teach other christians about the ten commandments as well - because those commandments show us the truth about ourselves, and many people don´t like that, because they know they are not currently living according to them - and people often reject it - and that is fine, because when time is ready they will understand - and they will repent when time is ready - and be harwested into the kingdom of God.

Now you know who I am, and what I do and how I live my life - now I will speak about the blessings I have got because of this way of doing things:

1. I have enough food-supply to last untill Messiah comes as prophesied in the Bible-Code - and now the wheat crisis have reached our newspapers also and the price is going up up up,
2. I got a big tax-cut on my account when we went to Israel to preach.
3. When I was tired on the airport - the bankiers threw me free money so that me and my wife could have a massage - totally awesome experience.
4. I have sold my house for $45,000 more than I bought it for last year, the buyer was a christian who had been commanded by God to buy it - even though we are in the middel of a real estate-crisis here in Norway.


You see - God works miraciously when we follow his way of doing things - and knowing what i knew now that i did not know before makes me say to my past-self: Stop pity yourself - stop complaining about everything that is tough - just do it.

Because I regret all those years I did not live right before the LORD - because now - when I am living right - I see that time is running out - and it is really scary when I know about all those who are living like I lived - away from the LORD - so I decided to work every day that is left to speak the truth, the whole truth and nothing but the truth.

And the truth is that there is no easy way to do it when you are moved by the flesh - so forsake thy flesh and inhale the word of God - and let it be life for the spirit to live the true life.

As Jesus fullfilled the law - so should we fullfill the law - because the truth commands us to live the way God has intended us to live - and not by the way man wants to live, because mans way is wicked - but Gods way is the one that leads to the everlasting life.


And let my last words to you be:

I love you - and please understand that I am only saying what I saying because I know it is the truth - don´t live like I lived when I was finding excuses to not live by the Word of God - because I hate myself for living that way - and I am ashamed of the way I lived when I was feeding the flesh and doing everything that was lustfull to me.

If you know in your heart that you don´t live your life right before God - then take action - be ashamed of what you are doing and turn arround from it. There is no way arround - we can´t have the world first and Jesus last - do as I did - make a commitment and stand on it - defend your commitment to live right before the LORD - because it is worth it - both in this life and the next one.

God bless you all.

Thank you for your honesty! Praying for your safety, so when are we gonna see little togarmas running around?

Be blessed.

Thank you for sharing your testimony. It was helpful. I do have some questions if you want to take the time to answer them. You mentioned falling away from the Lord and returning, did you find it hard to find faith again? How di you go about returning to the Lord exactly? Did you pray without ceasing? I wish to do what you did and with all my heart but finding it hard and discouraging to get the faith and the Holy Spirit back. Can you please help?

Let go of your Ego if you want to be a follower of the Lord.

stop putting yourself first, and replace the "I" with "You"

If you want to enter the Kingdom - which has absolutely no room for ego, then you must be concerned for other people - wake up in the morning and start the day by doing good for others, your family, friends and enemies - you can afford that, because you have a better promiss.

The 10 commandments you must obey - they have never gone out of date - but they are being rejected by the Antichristian church who say - we are under Grace alone - the commandments have no value to us - they are the Antichrist, and will not be accepted into the Kingdom.

if you break one of the commandments - even the least of them, which is the 7th day of rest (Saturday, not Sunday) - you must immidiatly repent, and make sure you don´t do that mistake again.

the road is small, curved and difficult in many parts - you will be tried and tested along the way - and you will grow in your faith, or you will reject it - at some point.
About 2 % of the people at this forum, or in any church around the world will enter the Kingdom, the rest will not - they only have a christian fasade covered with broken promisses and death inside.

So keep the 10 commandments and be concerned about your neighbours well being - or wish you had.

Togarma, thank you so much for sharing this.
You are a man after God's own heart.
I have been blessed by this.
And I am printing this out for many reasons.

But the first reason is God is telling me to share this
message of yours with others and also a good
reminder for me. I have only wanted to be in God's words
lately. Hold hands with Jesus and walk and talk with him
constantly.

I have no desire for the things of this life anymore.
I have truly always felt like a stranger here.

Material things never satisfy for very long, if at all.

Thank you for teaching the truth.
Thank you for your testimony.

What a blessing!
Thank you God.
love,
rosie