Oh boy. This isnt really the easiest thing to talk about. For almost two months now ive been strugguling with pornography and masturpation. its been like a roller coaster. ive had some good days and ive had some bad. so many times ide say "this is the day, no more." but the next day i would fall on my face. i would promise GOD i wouldn't do it and then i would break my promise to HIM!!!! This would make me feel like the worthless thing on earth. I used to have a fire burning me up for him at all times and i want that back.
Well, i think im finally coming up from the muck. Please pray that this will become true. and if you have any advice or stories of your own please share.



Wanderingsoul


dont know if i spelled strugguling right. it doesnt look right. LOL

It is wonderful that you are able to admit what you are dealing with- even if it is hard. We are supposed to be transparent in the body of Christ. Without being truthful about our struggles, we never really will get past much and get true victory.

Now, as for your problem. There is an AWESOME book called, "Every Man's Battle." You can find it at any Christian bookstore. It has been a best seller and the author of the book admits that he too stuggled with this problem. He was a pastor, walked with God, but sexual sin got him. Sexual sin got David. Sexual sin got Sampson. Sexual sin got Solomon. It doesn't matter how big a man of God you are- we can all fall victims to this kind of sin.

YOU WILL GET PAST THIS. YOU WILL GET VICTORY. God loves you through this, and so do I. WHO AM I TO JUDGE???? My goodness. If all my sins were on display, I would want to crawl out of the room. The same goes for all of us.

I'll pray for you my brother. Seek change, and get the book!!!!

Wanderingsoul, you have been and will remain in my prayers, God loves you and remember that "We can do all things in Christ who strenthens us." Phill 4:13, and remember too that HE IS ALWAYS RIGHT THERE WITH YOU ready to HELP in any need. Love to you and many blessings to come...

angelheart