These WERE NOT dreams. I was trying to rest yesterday afternoon - was at my drifty off point (the postman came on his wretched motor bike and interrupted me) and I kind of saw a piece of paper - with typewritten words on it - I don't recall all the words - the word wall was there - but there were about 3 lines maybe, and every now and then - there was a _____ to show a missing word.

then postie came. I tried to get it back but it wouldn't come - instead I got words in my head - not even a voice really - it was like a conversation with myself.

Now, my unsure-ity comes from this - I was reading a novel about Antioch. At that time also - as I was attempting to go to sleep - I was grumping away in my head about my husband and what I want to say to him. At the point in the novel I reached Antiochus had gone to see a Seer on the mountain for a cure to the plague in his city. The Seer was a servant of the devil. I don't think the words came from Icky-Land but - then - who knows.

So, these words start coming into my head.


"I will not give you false hope. ....will be redeemed....have faith"

I was repeating them and then asking - what is false hope? Is there such a thing as false hope? Who will be redeemed? Will I be redeemed? or will my husband be redeemed? ( my issues stem from the fact and one of my in-mind rants are to do with my husband not attending church)

There were quite a few others but I don't remember them - I spent yesterday afternoon trying but couldn't. I didn't want to 'put words in my mouth' that weren't there.

Very soon - I will be undergoing a heavy duty prayer session...a cleansing....a healing....a.....thingy!!! I can't remember the words I'm after......I will talk about any possible unconfessed sins, will talk about what is bugging me, requesting help with the prophetic nature of my giftings, will be prayer over and for ( and am being prayed for now anyway - she said she'd do it whether I wanted it or not) I was sent to this woman and her husband by 3 different people - and I thought after I heard her husband speak at church - hmmm......might wanna have a chat to him!

Thing is - they're heading off on a journey - a mission journey around Australia ( i think it's just round australia - could be overseas - my memory retention is terribubble) - next year - moving from house to tent pretty soon and then tent to caravan ( could be vice versa) by the new year. So it has to be done NOW.


So if anyone has any clarification of the above wordings - let the Lord give you the discernment to finish it for me !!!!!!

I also believe that there was a ''he(?possibly) is faithful" - and I said who? Hubby? or the You?

Some of my thoughts prior to this were basically that hubby has taken my heart and squished it in the corner somewhere and put certain people and things ( like sport) first...or at least - in line well before me....I come last....bear in mind these are my thoughts. He no longer goes to church - he needs to go to church - but he won't even put himself out to do so - not even to look for a church...he's like the prodigal - but I'm unsure if he will return to the church - I was supposed to be " the one who will lead him back to God" - that's what I was told - however, at the time he WAS going to church. I'm not 'exciting' like his first wife, I'm not 'sexy' like his second who demanded he become a christian before they married - and a few other things...he changed his lifestyle for her. Yet he doesn't even have the respect for me - to come to church once! So - those were my thoughts.
....this is HOW unsure I was of where it was coming from.....if I put it all in the perspective of the LORD speaking to me it comes down to this and can be taken in two ways

The LORD will not give me false hope - it will be true hope.....I have been redeemed and he - hubby - has and will be redeemed - if I just have faith. He is faithful - hubby - and HE is faithful....the Lord.

Shalom,

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...The LORD will not give me false hope - it will be true hope.....I have been redeemed and he - hubby - has and will be redeemed - if I just have faith. He is faithful - hubby - and HE is faithful....the Lord.

That is what i see from reading your thread. i will pray for Yahweh to pour out His wisdom on you and give you the understanding you are seeking.

i will keep you both in my prayers.

BIG HUGS,
Bat Yah

Thank you Batty - you don't mind if I call you Batty??? do you - I was going to clarify - I DO know that hubby is faithful - he's not a cheater - his first wife told me that ( yes we do get on) however, I have something I came up with I once called 'the adulterous heart'. Where the heart deep inside isn't necessarily faithful....in the old days - so I was informed by the national geographic channel the other day - if you visited a prostitute - it wasn't adultery! That was for the Romans and Greeks.....if you slept with your slave - it wasn't adultery either. How many times have we read in the Bible that such and such laid with their slave and begat so and so.....the 10 commandments said thou shalt not commit adultery - so obviously - lying with your slave for the jews wasn't considered adultery either....they weren't necessarily monogamous.....get my drift - mind you - I consider myself the slave round here so - it's no biggie

QUOTE : from Madmikkie . . .

"I will not give you false hope. ....will be redeemed....have faith"

crownsevenalphabet opinion :

Faith is linked to the Hebrew alphabet Tzaddi meaning fish-hook.
The faith to catch some information from one world, to bring that
information into this world, for the glory of the Father.

And the Fruit of the Spirit : FAITH, is linked to discerning of spirit's

The book of Ecclesiastes, chapter number three (3) :
A TIME FOR EVERYTHING . . . ( read this )

This teaches the fruit of the Spirit of faith and the discerning of
spirit's . . .

The message is clear, "I will not give you false hope. ....will be redeemed....have faith"

Regardless, whether you, the husband, the circumstance, the
clear message was : WILL BE REDEEMED

The blank areas of the experience are blocked because you
are not ready to see them.
God (IHVH) protects the secret's that are still His.

"The secret things belong to the Lord our God, but the things revealed belong to us and to our sons forever, that we may observe all the words of this law" (Deuteronomy 29:29).
http://child-teachings-for-adult-wisdom.blogspot.com/

LOL, i don't mind if you call me Batty

I understood what you were saying, i didn't think you were saying your husband is a cheater.

i'm keeping you and your family in prayer.

BIG HUGS
Batty

Haven't as yet read the Ecc selection....however - what you excerpted "A TIME FOR EVERYTHING . . ." - also ties into the dream I had about people from church - and the woman from church saying 'you're not meant to see this yet'.......I'm not 'ready' yet. Also kind of makes me think that I"m not in too much 'trouble' with the leadership (at least I hope not) because the people in the dream kind of indicate to me that I still maintain some involvement with those people - although who can tell. My mother - who m I told about my leadership meeting last night asked me what I would do if they decided to censure me. I said - I would turn my key over and resign from the position of 'cherub' - newsletter editor....and from attending that church. I'm rather nervy about it all so forgive me if I'm waffling