Thank you everyone. I just got home from hospital. Amy is in good spirits. There is no blood infection and it may have only been a virus. I am sorry if I am all over the place. I have a lot on my mind. Amy is not awake much. Her fever is gone but they are going to run a full course of antibiotics. They are worried that her liver and kidneys will start to shut down if they don't knock whatever is wrong out of her. I want to share a poem with you she wrote before. I am doing this because it really defines her thoughts and how she manages. She is really an inspiration to many. She has the strength and determination to beat this and a s well. It really shows her attitude. I am taking it off her cancer blog. (Lisa you already have this)I can't think tonight. My world has been crumbling. Sorry.
A Gift
I was given a gift,
wrapped shabbily, it was non-returnable,
non-refundable!
Reluctantly I accepted it.
In it I found courage I never knew existed
and a patience far beyond anything ever experienced.
I was given the ability to trust a stranger with that most
dear to me, and an endurance for the unknown.
I was given unconditional love of family and friends,
always there, never stopping, never faltering.
I was given many prayers from far and wide,
and the warmth of knowing I am truly cared about.
I was given a fond farewell of my modesty and vanity,
and the acceptance and love of an imperfect body.
I was given a strong shoulder to lean on
when that shoulder had once grown distant,
and laughter and good times, more special than ever before.
I was given many new friends,
wonderful, courageous people I am so very proud to know.
I was given warm sunshine and beautiful green grass,
blue skies, and sparkling city lights.
I was given things to see,
that once before were ignored.
I was given the chance to wake up,
instead of sleepwalking through life.
I was given every glorious day to enjoy,
every month to savor, every year to rejoice.
I was given the gift of life,
I was given an osteogenic sarcoma
I was given bone cancer.
I need to go pray right now. I can't think or feel I have my head on straight. Thank you everyone for your replies. It means the world to me and my family.
Your sister in Christ, God Bless you all
Tracey