09-30-07


Father,
Lord, I'm here. I know I've missed the mark. But I still need you. I need you more than air. Rekindle the fire within me. I fear being cold in my relationship with you. Lord of all, ignite my passion. Lord you said in your word that no man comes to you unless the father draw him. I don't know if that applies to youe children when they are not where they should be, but Lord I ask you now to draw me. Draw me to you lord. Help me Father to be transformed and renewed in my thinking. I've been too close to ths world and too cavalier in my commitment to you. I am sorry Lord for not being what you have called me to be. Strengthen me O awesome God to turn my face away from the folly of this fool-filled world. I don't want what this world has to offer. I want you. I wan to walk close to you and hear your voice. Help me to block out the world and focus my life on running the race before me. Thank you for giving me mercy. Thank you for not pouring out on me the judgment I deserve. Your love truly in amazing.












Hear me my child when I tell U that u are only as the wind that comes and goes when it is finished it has no where to spend it's frail energy. U have come seeking my face and not my hand, noone will come to me and be by my side. Noone will sit and hear my voice. I am the way the truth and the life. So why am I sitting here listening to myself. Why are there none before me. What do I have to do to make my children listen.







This is somethings dear hubby has been trying. To write a prayer down and than to jearnal anything down that G-d might say back to him. At times this is hard for him and than at times easy. I love to see what the Lord is doing for my husband, and just want to share it. He loves the idea that I am sharing some of the things G-d is telling him about.

AMEN and AMEN!

I need it too...

Amen. Good word.



Seems like some on this forum have had dreams about this very issue, his word falling on deaf ears.

Thanks for sharing! It's hard to be vulnerable and transparent; it's much easier to be silent.