Just a few quick thoughts....


We know, and the Bible teaches that there will be false prophets among us, I remember as a newborne Christian I dident know how to tell the difference between a false teacher and a true teacher, and that bothered me a lot.

I was back then really into the prophetic teachings, and I was in a Bible-group that encuraged the use of the gift to prophesy. I guess I was in that group for about a whole year, and I got to know them all really good in a personal way at the end. We where praying for each other, praising the Lord together and prophesying to each other, and when we attended meetings where there were messages in tounge - we would always step up to the microphone and tell the audience what the Spirit of the Lord was saying.

Well, as time vent by, some vent to the university, some got married, and soon we where all in different places in our lifes - we had been drifted away sort of speak, more concerned about worldly stuff than the Word of God and his promisses, I had met a girl I really loved, and I had praised God for her - I asked her to marry me in front of the whole church on New Years Eve - She said Yes, and we got married June the following year. Our pastor married us, and the wedding and party afterworth was a glory and a blessing - It was a strenght, two had become one - and we where happy.

After I got home from our honneymoon, I started my own business educating about Import & Export and made a living, and I soon expanded into System developing and made even a better living. During the years of business, I had drifted futher away from God, I had never time to go to church or read in the Bible - All I had time to do was Business, Paperworks, Overtime, Employees, More Overtime, Vacation, Sleep... That was my Life, and I made a great living - If I could only have the time to really enjoy living - and I hadent, because I was always working.

So I was re-thinking everything, and found out that if I worket things smarter I could earn a whole lot of money whitout doing almost anything - But to do so, I had to cheat corners - you know, paying some guy under the table to avoid tax, and run things on the edge for a while, you´re mostely jews and americans, so you know money and business right? - well everything was going as planned, but my personal life was a real mess. I was irritated by God, because I knew what I was doing, in my business life - and I knew that God knew, and I had a really bad conciouness.

So one day I said - God, I have made up my mind - I don´t want you as my God - please leave me alone.


After I had prayed that, I went to see my wife, and I told her what I had said to God, and I confess to her, I was no longer a christian.

I went to bed that night, peacefull in my mind - and I went to work rested and awake - "Time for me to conquer the world".

I was aming at the very top, I have vitness who can confess to that - and as a non-christian I had no limitations - nothing to hold me down, and I know first hand that whitout limitations - and aming at the top - will give you prospherity in the world. And I was really good at business - Knowing what people wanted - I delivered. I made a fortune on selling "how to be X" books - It is a really easy way to make a fortune - I had several websites on the Internet where I rented out on demand adult videos, I had exclusive contracts on adult videos so I got all the profit - and you know, things where just GREAT!!!

New House, New Car, New Dog, New Sofa, New Big-Screen TV, New Computers, New everything - I wanted it, I bought it - no credit card needed, I was good for it - I was about to become God of my own Universe - I was on my way to the TOP!!!

And now you proporbly wonder - Okey, here comes the downfall - tell us your sad story about the way from the top to the bottom, well - sorry folks, But I don´t know that story.

You see - when I was on my way to the top making more money a day than you do in a whole year (average american income) I could afford a Secretary, an accountant, Lawyer and business people. You know - People was now working to make money for me - and I was the Director of the board - I now had something very valuable called "Time", and I could now afford to take some "Time" to Think - and when I got to think, I was feeling unhappy, unpleasant - sad.

You see - it is sometimes very important to sit down and actually use the brain and just think.

As I said - I was not pleased with my life - I was "feeling unhappy" - So I started to lust after things that a married man should not lust after - and I followed my lusts, and eat of the world with both hands - breaking down every bond I had ever made - and was hiding it from my wife - making me wish I had never married at all, and when we had intercourse, it was no love - not from my side, it was dogmatic, hard and intense - It was brutal, yet tender, It was explosive yet sad, and my wife loved it, and gave me compliments - you see, she experienced something she had not experienced before - and that is all I am going to say about that.

Well, after a while, my hate for my wife and my life turned me against her - I could sometimes curse our marriage or curse to her - I would not hit her - but sometimes it was pretty close by - and I had to change furniture some times that got destroyed making a point.

I was thinking about all of this, and I was starting to understand what would happend if I did not turn around completely. I had allready several times in my mind seen how I would murder her during her sleep, and carry her out in the wilderness and bury her body. I even had dreams about what I would say to her mother and father when she was reported missing - I would Lie, saying that she must have been kidnapped, knowing that I could figure out a backup-plan to keep me out of suspicion.

I was understanding that Love and Hate is like the northpole and the southpole - they are always against each other - they are not fighting each other - they are driven away from each other like magnets - because my wife never left God, she would not follow me to hell - she kept her faith in the Lord, and she was praying for me, and so did many others, but I left God - and took Satan for my friend, and I started to hate everything that was good - I wanted them to feel how I was feeling on the inside - I wanted them to know what evil feels like - I hated Jesus, The church, the pastor, my wife, my marriage, my family - You know - everyone that wanted to bless me - I hated.

But I loved to work, because I was making millions on selling porn on the Internet - for the love of Money is the root to all evil. <<--- You see?


I hated God - so I loved Sin

Sin is the name of the enemy of God.

God is the name of the enemy of Sin.

I rejected GOD - so I accepted Sin

I was not accepting Evil, not at first - I accepted Sin, you know - Sin and Evil is not the same. Sin comes before Evil, because Sin leads to Evil, and then I starting to do Evil, making others accept Sin, and reject God.

Because at first I was happy, christian, married, Loved God, hated Evil - Started a good business - Blessed myself and everyone arround me - Started to love money - Got greedy - Left God - Loved Evil - Hate Wife - Hate Good - Murder Wife - Murder Dad - Murder myself.

And you know - it was right between Hate Good and Murder Wife that I sat down and started to do some serious Thinking. And I concluded that I could not do this anymore - Because I knew what this would eventual lead to, and I saw that it was no happy ending for anyone. So I put everything in the company on hold, and graduadly but fast stopped the income and I gave half the company to my business partner who was good with money, but bad with running things

Free from the business, I was now on my search for the meaning of Life - I was into a lot of philosophic thinking, but nothing ever gave sence, but I was calming down, it made me good not to chase money, and my personal life was a little better, but not much - I had gained some bad company that took up most of my time, and it was me that made them bad, not them - you understand right?

Well, one day my father calls me on the phone, you know - it is one ofe those "How are you, Son" phone calls you sometimes get.

Well, I told him that I had left work to find the meaning of life - and moved to Oslo (capitol of Norway) - he was concerned about me, and started to call me often, and he came visiting often - and you know, I just got so tired of him always asking me what was going on, and always wanted to care - you know - I did not want him to know what was going on - because he had not raised me that way.

And my father was of the old school - and you don´t forget that kind of teachings.

So, I was embarresed with my life, because I know how my father have raised me - and he raised me as a Christian, so I knew the commandments, I knew he would aprove - and I did not want him in my house.

Well - one day he called, and asked me if I could help him.

Now, I hate that question, becaus it always end up with me saying Yes. - so I said Yes father - I will help you, what can I do?

- Well, he complained of his old age, and that he had some problems with his foot - and he was asking me if I could work for him as a salesman on a revival circus, and I said, sure - but I would have a decent earning - and we got an agreement, and it was a good one.

So, at the revival-circus I´m back in the hall having a stand, selling products from Israel - and I have to be there, during the meetings, and I have to listen to what they preach. - A lot of them are preaching money - but some are good.

And it was this one guy - Emanuel Minos - He was preaching a prophecy that opened my eyes - like a sparkling something was removed from my eyes and I knew I had to repent.

At another meeting I met this other guy, I don´t know if he was a salesman, or if he was attending their meetings - but he sold me a bunch of DVD´s By Dr. Kent Hovind - It is called The Age Of The Earth - and he really explained God for me in that video, like nobody ever has.

After I had seen the first DVD - I had a new feeling - I feared God. I understood God - and that was frightening in one way - and that feeling explained a lot to me. I realised that I had never before feared God - but after I had seen Dr. Hovind prove the Holy Bible litteraly I started to read my Bible again - and I did not beleive - I knew it was the living word of God.

That new understanding made me change my whole life. In one day - I rejected Sin and accepted God - I turned my whole Life away from sin and towards God - I accepted God and rejected Sin.

I knew that God was in the Bible - and I studied, I study, kept on study, understanding more and more every day - My mindset changed - I started to see the world with the Eye of the Bible - It is a living word - I was looking for signs and wonders - I was searching the times - and I was frightened about what I saw - and I was urged to warn my church about what I had experienced - But nobody would beleive me - I sent them letters, and they responded - and invited me to speak with some of their leaders.

They asked me questions, and I explained - and everything I said was right, according to the Bible - they could not argue against me, but they choose to not beleive what I was saying - and I felt they where angry with me for warning them ahead.

After I repented, I have not sinned - I have not told a lie, and my spirit in the Lord has been growing bigger and bigger every day - and my confidence in his Plan is overwealming - I feel proud to be on Gods team - He is victorious - knowing the enemys every move, and is able to warn us ahead of time and in the mids of time - meaning, right now.


Now listen Bretheren - read this slowly and think: God is real - He made everything - He controlls everything - and he has a plan.
The only thing he can´t controll - is our free will - and that is where the challenge is.

There is two teams out there
- and we are the ball
- and the ball better do what the foot tells it to do, or else it´s going to get kicked.
Now - a ball lack free will - the ball lack life, that´s why it is allways kicked arround.

We are more than a ball - at least that is what we like to think of ourselfs, forgetting that in the beginning we where dirt on the ground that God formed and made into a living soul - and he saw that it was Good. - And he blessed us, and gave us a promiss of eternity.

That is Love - That is Power.

But a few years after the beginning - our Kind Accepted Sin - the other force in the Universe - and we turned away from God and when people turn away from God - they let Sin rule their world - and Sin always leads to death, and I guess the middle part between Sin and Death is Evil.

Knowing that the Bible is absolutly true - and that God absolutly loves me because he has never turned anyone down, who seeks his knowledge and do what his knowledge says - Hating Sin Love God - Do what God say - Read his Bible - Understand everything.

And when I do understand - I feel empty inside, but in the comfort of my Lord I feel satisfied, I can rest in the Lord, Live in the Lord, knowing he will prevail - he wiill help and guide me every step of the way untill I reach my destination - The New Jerusalem.