Please pray for me and my family as we go through the grand jury trial for the murderer of my husband. The devil is strong up here and I really need prayer supprort. The 13th will be 5 months since he was murdered. I am really depressed and trying to hang in there. I am fighting anger and bitterness. I feel like giving up. I am trying to see that everything works for those who love the Lord but I feel he is very far from me. I love the Lord with all of my heart and that is all I have.

Whew... oh girl... I've been thinking about you, and all you've been going thru. I didn't know this was happening now. I hadn't realized they had zeroed in on someone.

You know I'll pray.

Leslie,

I can't imagine how hard this must be for you. God is with you. Isaiah 54 might encourage you. I will be praying for your hearing.

Wow, I feel for you! I wish I could be there for you at this time, but you will be in my prayers.

Abba, Please help her know that you are still there. I ask that you make things go right, and fill her with peace at this time, In Jesus name, amen.

Praying for you and your family.

Your in my prayers sweetie!

Your Friend in Christ,
Val
Messiahiscoming

Leslie, we're often dealt a sorrowful hand in this life, but your situation is beyond my ability to truly understand. I'll certainly be praying for you and for you to keep going in this most trying of circumstances. May God strengthen and comfort you and lift you up.

You are in my prayers. None can really know what you are going through .

Here are some truth to hold on to:
Psa 34:19 Many are the afflictions of the righteous; But Jehovah delivereth him out of them all.

1Pe 4:12 Beloved, think it not strange concerning the fiery trial among you, which cometh upon you to prove you, as though a strange thing happened unto you:
1Pe 4:13 but insomuch as ye are partakers of Christ's sufferings, rejoice; that at the revelation of his glory also ye may rejoice with exceeding joy.

1Pe 1:6 Wherein ye greatly rejoice, though now for a little while, if need be, ye have been put to grief in manifold trials, 1Pe 1:7 that the proof of your faith, being more precious than gold that perisheth though it is proved by fire, may be found unto praise and glory and honor at the revelation of Jesus Christ:
1Pe 1:8 whom not having seen ye love; on whom, though now ye see him not, yet believing, ye rejoice greatly with joy unspeakable and full of glory:
1Pe 1:9 receiving the end of your faith, even the salvation of your souls.


I cannot begin to think of your sorrow and loss. Difficult as it is, you have to start with forgiveness. That is the first step towards overcoming this. God will help if you ask and tell Him that you are willing, but weak.In your weakness, He will be strong and He will grant you your request. God wants us to walk in faith in the promises in all times of distress.
Allow Him to be your strength. That means: go the the Word and wait on Him, because he that waits on the Lord will renew his strength
love C

Absolutely, I will be praying for you. Hang in there.

Praying...

Lesliefain, WHEN your husband IS RESURRECTED, AS GOD PROMISED YOU, promise us to have him post his own experience on the forum!

I can't wait!

Tomorrow is the day that the jury decides whether the murderer of my husband will be charged with 1st degree murder. Please keep me up in prayer. I keep wondering about why I felt so strongly that the Lord was going to raise up my husband. His timing is always perfect. I just need to keep my faith. I have been fighting depression and anger it has been very hard. I feel like I am in the fire with little rays of sunshine from the Lord shining in every once in awhile. I know God can do anything but feel that he has forgotten me. I am very weary but my heart is my Lords and it is all I can offer,

I am praying for you.

Im truly so very sorry, if I could, as one of your brothers, I would try to just hug you like Jesus would and
tell you how He is with you and loves you and has not forgotten you, but is truly with you as you trust Him.

I remember when this terrible thing first happened, I thought, where is the punch line and what is she really saying here, I really didnt believe it. I know that there are so many here as well as where you are that are
weeping with you and seeing how very broken and low you are over all of this. Please, keep holding on to Him, our Holy master and comforter, His arms are the only ones that true forgiveness and comfort and peace
can be brought through, as we sob and weep and lament.

Oh precious Savior, Please, please, bring comfort to my sister in this agony and distress. Please tell her how very much You are with her and that You love her and that You are holding each footstep of her future.

With love and sorrow,
In Christ,
Chris

Hi Leslie...I will keep you in my prayers sweetie. Maybe the feeling of your husband you had is because we all know the Lord is coming soon... It could be that you will still be here to see your husband raised right in front of your eyes on the day our Saviour returns...maybe that's why it was so strong. Of course I couldn't say for sure. I wish I were there to hold your hand and hug you through all of this. You may feel alone, but be sure the Lord is right by your side..He will never leave you. It just seems like He's far away because of your pain...rest assured sweet one, He's with you ever step of the way...He has not forgotten you.

Love to you Leslie...
We all love you...and we're here for you anytime.
May the Lord fill your heart with overflowing peace and love..
Love, Lisa

I had the EXACT same thought without reading your post ! I was thinking,"The Lord said he will raise him and that would be useless if she cannot see it, so it must be that she will be alive and well and she will see him raised. The last trumpet is not a far off date at all! In fact most of us will see it!
love C

I want to give all of you an update. The grand jury decided that my husbands murderer was guilty of first degree. I am happy that is what they decided. His omnibus is now scheduled for october 1 then will be the jury trial. our attorney said that the jury trial will be hard because they will try to tear me down and the other witnesses. I am praying that the truth be told and that justice will come from the Lord. I ask for prayer that I continue to be a witness though all of this. The Lord said that EVERTHING works for good for those who love him and I pray that this jury trial will bring alot of good and alot of healing. Today was a good day I really felt the peace of the Lord. My friend told me she was seeing angels in the courtroom. God is so awesome!! I am waiting for the rapture to happen soon. I look at the time of lot and at the time of noah how God took them out BEFORE he unleashed his wrath. and I look at the scripture about two women grinding and one was taken and one was not. It was business as usual. I really feel that it will be soon you only have to look at the world and know it is upon us. Besides the Lord told me I would see chad soon and I believe him!

Keep that belief about Chad and never let it go Leslie! Because it's the truth..you will see him again so very soon! You know, when my mother died in '04 it was real hard on me. But I always find comfort in knowing that I will see her again soon. I've had dreams of her lately dancing in a field of flowers doing spins in a beautiful flowing dress. She always looks so beautiful and happy...and I know she is because she's with our Jesus!

I've got you and your family in my prayers...if you ever need a friend to talk to pm me anytime.

Love & many blessings,
Lisa

Just because we do not always post a reply to a request, does not mean we are not praying for you.
Sometimes life is so busy we cannot always respond on this forum. Something for others to remember as well.
You may have more praying for you than you know.

[/quote] Just because we do not always post a reply to a request, does not mean we are not praying for you. Sometimes life is so busy we cannot always respond on this forum. Something for others to remember as well. You may have more praying for you than you know.[quote]


Yes I can tell because I can feel the strength in the power from your prayers and I don't always post a reply either but send prayers of agreement along with the posted prayers. I want to thank all of you for your prayers because I feel that they are what has carried me so far through all of this along with Jesus and his angels!!! I have been fighting depression and a very oppressive spirit. I have also started to have nightmares so I am again asking for your help in praying that these evil spirits are bound and cast down. I have thought alot about why I have so much oppression coming at me and it makes me wonder if the murderer of my husband was involved with the satanic church that is in town or someone in his family. I had asked the Lord about learning to do warfare with evil spirits because there are so many people around here that need deliverance. Maybe this is how he is teaching me? But I know that I also need people behind me in prayer so that is why I am asking.