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I know that you have gone over this befor, the point is you need to fix yourself befor getting involve with someone leading to making a family.

G-d has make the reasons for not being with her clear, you just don't like it. Lustful, wanting. If you truelly loved her you would want what is best for her, and you than would make yourself what she should have and need in doing so. The point that you want to bring this up again, points to obsession of her. This isn't love brother!

Her dream here isn't the point but that you aren't ready for any kind of healthy realationship. I will post one more thing, and not go here again with you. G-d not giving you want you want! mmmmm, really!

HERE IS WHAT YOU NEED!

Love is patient, love is kind.
It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud.
It is not rude, it is not self-seeking.
It is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs.
Love does not delight in evil, but rejoices with the truth.
It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.
Love never fails.
I Corinthians 13:4-8

When you are these things than you would have a right to talk. G-d has but these things in the word so that you would be able to find them, grow, and stop being what love is not!