I have a problem.

I love the lord with my heart and my soul. i know that i live in him and that he lives in me.

It is hard to get past alot of things for me.

This whole world is in turmoil and people are full of sin; it abounds on this earth.

i cannot bring myself to want "money", "stuff", or "things".

The churches that i go to... they all sadden me. The public schools are corrupt; what are they teaching the children?

people drive suv's and eat processed 'who-knows-what-the-jerky-slop'

i suppose its just a sign of things getting progressively worse and worse until something explodes... or Jesus comes back... or both lol

anyway.. i suppose its just hard because the light that i have might not be recognized in this life but rather in the next...

i also have issues with seeing too many faults.. too much sin.. everywhere.

i feel frustrated most of the time...

i feel like there needs to be more that we do.. more that i can do...

i just dont feel the joy on this earth that i did when i was young. i pray that God will come back and free us from this place... this pit of sin...

ugh...

so yeah... umm...