God first

Why I post when I been called every name in the book


wrote 03-29-2007

Here I sat at my computer has I write unto you the person who may read my words. Now let me begin with God loves us all my dear friends.

Some may ask why God first on this note and all others because God is the focus of my life. It does not matter whether my subject is cars, theory, love, or whatever, you will find God within my words.

Now My words are not to tell you how to live but to share with you my heart at any given time. Today I might talk about the names I been called and why I try not to to get mad about it and the next day I might talk about what a joy it is to write what on my heart.

I write because I hear things in my heart and I love to share my heart with the people who want to hear. Do all people want to hear what I might write? No! But I do not want to hear what some write about.

Why I do not get mad is because if they are attacking me they are leaving some other person alone. Its better to yell at me than a family member that the pain could push two apart.

For I believe everybody needs to say things to get them out of their system. When I was first cast out of the Way Ministry like a old shoe I talked about the Way Ministry like I hated the Way Ministry.

But after time I have learn that I do not hate them but I dislike their worship of money as if its their God but I soon learn that their not the only group with the shortcoming.

I had some boards talk about public stoning me but I told to come here and gave them my address but I told them I had lead stones to throw back but I guess they did not understand what lead stones are.

Sure it has hurt my heart from time to time when some play their foolish games but by not letting that stop me I was able to learn more about how God loves us.

I enjoy reading a good tread some one wrote and I read one today with a question like " What is the danger and being a non Christian?" which is a good question.

I said the answer is "none" but the danger comes when the heart is not to live love but is to live hate because I believe God looks at the heart not the Label.

Today it seems to be more about Labels in many groups than about love or what the group is about. Like in some churches when they say if your not part of this church whatever name they call themself you are going to hell their words not mine.

Have some churches forget the words of Jesus Christ He that is not against me is with me and that we are to live love my even loving the ones who hate us.

Then there people that work at one place like fire station for example that dislike all fire person’s of others stations but have they forgot their common goal to put out fires. I want to note I am just using Fire Station and Fire Persons for examples only.

Why did I write this because I have join a new board who say they are about written things. I wrote this to share on their board so some will get to know my heart and become my friends and others do as they see best.

I am not going to have any long nights because some people needs to call me names but what I am going to do is love them and not worry about it.

Because it does not matter what some say but it matters that I do that which is in my heart to do. I may talk about dreams, I may talk about my dream car, and I may talk about things under the sun and things above the sun or things not even in this heaven and earth.

I guess the main reason I post is because I like to share my heart with others. But why do you post and why do you reply?

I will end here because I like other people have run out of words to write for now. Thank you, with love and a holy spiritual kiss blowing your way Roy.

God first

Beloved laurel

God loves you my dear friend

I am blessed that you and others " I post to, to share my heart as well" as you and I do

yes lets "focus on up lifting others"

thank you

with love and a holy kiss blowing your way Roy

Roy...

I know EXACTLY what you mean. When I first came to this very post, I experienced the same verbal attacks as you described; one fanatical and obsessed Christian poster even told me "…you’re headed for the boiling flesh pots of the man of lawlessness”. It was such a battle to explain my premise and fresh perspective on any issue because these ones with their minds “seared” with “biblical literalism” and “religiosity” use every minute iota of the Scriptures, God’s Word, in a very bizarre and strange way of “biblidolatry” (where the Bible, and NOT Christ Jesus, has become their “First Love”) not to edify the Brethren, but as a “hideous weapon” against the Brethren to shred them to pieces if they merely do not endorse the same precise “interpretation” of Scripture as their own. This is usually executed without LOVE. LORD HAVE MERCY. It is this rigid “black and white thinking” that has been identified as one indicator of “obsessive-compulsive occult disorder”, where the misguided Christian assumes a superiority complex of “self-righteousness” over his perceived anti-Christian opponent (the Brethren) as the Pharisees of Old did over Christ. Despite all this, I just continued to persevere and would not give in to their misguided strategies and modus operandi, and I kept reminding myself not to take their relentless attacks personally, for “What is done (and said) against the least of Mine, is done (and said) against Me.” I knew in my heart that these things weren’t being said against me, but against Christ in me. It was Christ, not me, that the fanatical and obsessed Christian poster said, “…you’re headed for the boiling flesh pots of the man of lawlessness,” and he will have to face Christ Jesus regarding this statement, for the Lord showed me that our very own words shall judge us.

Feel absolutely free to share your heart, not all of us here are the "incompassionate and lethal Christian type" that brutally hit everyone over the head with the Bible. THANK GOD!!!

God first

Beloved THE SEVEN THUNDERS

God loves you my dear friend

this board has welcome me and been a good one but others boards have push me away -- There are a lot of loving people on this board

I no longer see the bible in black and white but in true color many layers of truth

Like looking at the bible from the viewpoint of a Jew then looking at it from the view point of a unbeliever and last the spiritual view of the bible and there may be more

I am sorry some here gave you verbal attacks

but I know this kind thing happens because it has happen to me just not here

your reply has blessed my heart thanks

thank you

with love and a holy kiss blowing your way Roy

what happened?

God first

Beloved Josh

God loves you my dear friend

I have not got a reply on the other board yet but they got into name calling because I love God

thank you

with love and a holy kiss blowing your way Roy

Roy,

Consider it a blessing when you are cast aside for loving our Lord...as I'm sure you already know and do.

I may not reply to many of your posts, but I sure do love reading them. There hasn't been one from you that hasn't uplifted me in some way or another.

I'm glad you're here. I look forward to receiving a holy kiss blowing my way

Many blessings to you brother!
Love, Lisa

God first

Beloved Lisa or Roxygal

God loves you my dear friend

I am glad you are here too

thanks for the blessings

thank you

with love and a holy kiss blowing your way Roy