Some of you may know what's going on from my other thread, but I wanted to put this out here. I'm going into surgery tomorrow to remove a few lumps from my right breast to find out if they are cancerous. I was a little stressed because my daughter will be unable to nurse for a few days and it's going to be very hard on her...and my husband. But for the most part, I was secure in the Lord...so I thought and then BAM...another blow (and the reason for signing on tonight)
This afternoon in preparation for not being able to nurse I expressed milk so my husband could feed the baby. I found blood in my milk....bam sock it to me in the gut! I was reduced to a blubbering ball of mush....I LOST it! I must have cried for a good half hour straight before I calmed down. I sat there crying to the Lord for help. And with all of his love & mercy...He responded with AUTHORITY!!!
Before I signed on tonight I was in deep distress over my situation. But the Lord led me to C's thread
http://www.christian-forum.net/index.php?s...c=10420&hl= "What is your purpose"
How the Lord answered everything for me there. The Lord is with us...I just want to scream off of the top of the tallest building JESUS IS ALIVE!!! I just want to sing because of the pure peace I have within my soul right now. Thank you Lord! Thank you Lord for being faithful! May I be as faithful to You!
I Love you all so much! Thank you for being here for me.
I'll be in surgery at 9:30 am tomorrow.
Pray for HIS will!!! & please pray that my husband gracefully deals with the baby & the two boys while mommy rests.
I am just soooooo joyful...wow! No kidding!!! Jesus is....well there are just no words to capture how I feel about Him. wow!