Basically I've grown up in Christianity. Every since I was little Gods been there in my life. As a child I had a very bad realtionship with my parents. They are christians and good providers but my entire life has been guided by only what I learned from the Bible and going to church. So all my life I've been very close to God. As any child rebels against parents so did I with God through out my entire life. This was even more so because of all the struggles I've had to deal with. It wasnt until i turned 16 that my life really changed and I had matured in Christ.

When I was in the 9th grade, one night I was about to go to sleep. I closed my eyes with the t.v. still on right across from me. The volume was on mute. I wasn't sleep I had JUST closed my eyes. Suddenly, I felt a presence on top of my body. It was extremely heavy so much that I could not lift one part of my body. The weight wouldn't allow my to even open my eyes. My body was paralyzed, I could feel no part of it. Inside my head, it began to feel dizzy like when you spin around real fast and stop. I was terrified of the weight on top of me, it seemed like I could feel a small thigh in between my own. A few minutes passed by and I managed to open my eyes barely because of the weight on top of me. When I opened my eyes the t.v. was still on, with the light I could see a blurryness in front of me. When you spin around real fast and stop the whole room becomes one blurry circular motion. Well I was seeing 3 different blurrs. My eyes shut with panick unable to withstand the weight any longer. I couldnt talk but inside my head I SCREAMED JESUS HAVE MERCY ON ME, SAVE ME, IN THE NAME OF JESUS I COMMAND YOU TO LEAVE THIS HOUSE! IN THE NAME OF JESUS CHRIST!...IN THE NAME OF JESUS CHRIST!...I was certain it was God letting death come and take with me. I pleaded with him to have mercy on me and let me live. A few minutes later the weight left off my body. Afraid to open my eyes again I finally got up and turned on the lights. It was a school night but I didn't go back to sleep, afraid to be taken. The lights stayed on. I will never forget this experience. But that was just the begining.

Over the course of the next to years of my life I started having many dreams. 50 or more that bizarrely I can wake up and remember entirely. Lately my life has become so tight scheduled I dont have the time to spend studying or praying with God anymore and over the last 4 months the dreams have stopped/ or slowed. 1 dreams are ver close to my heart.

The dream came in two parts, the last being the WILDEST. I was crawling out from under the earth with my hands only. Digging up from this tight hole in the ground. As I was digging up there was a dead boy in my way. His face was frozend from shock his eyes still opened and mouth gaping wide. I pushed him out of my way and keep crawling out the hole and onto this huge rock. When I got on top of the rock I turned around still crawling and saw the feet of Jesus. I didnt look up but I knew it was him because the robe was hanging over his feet and his feet shone so brightly. I could feel his energy flowing out and into me. I crawled over his feet and cried hysterically until I woke up. That was the closest I've ever came to him.

Another experience, I was laying down in the afternoon for a nap when all of a sudden I felt like someone poured a volt like lighting of electric energy into my stomach. Even though there was no visible hole in my stomach it felt like there was a huge one there. It felt like someone was pouring water right through and into my stomach but it was an electric volt that shocked me. I could feel it so real like I was being electricuted. But it didnt hurt or scare me, I didnt get up, it didnt bother me for some reason. I just opened my eyes and looked around but layed back down when I saw no one.

I've told a friend about these dreams but I havent really said anything to a church leader or someone like that. I know Im not crazy, I know there has to be someone out there who understands, belives, and can help me find the meanings of these events and dreams. I would GREATLY appreciate anyone with some answers.

Being raised Christian, it sounds like you may want to "own" Christianity as your own truth and not your folks'. That isn't hard to do. As far as your dreams...well, they are amazing. I'm no Daniel, and my suggestion is to seek help from a PERSON. Make sure you seek from someone that is of the same gender; even a professional Christian counselor.

That is interesting.

The first thing that occurred to me is that these are called Out Of Body Experiences. I am a Christian and I believe you have a soul/spirit.....I'm not into any kind of Shirley McLaine crap. I have studied this kind of stuff because I have had similiar experiences and wanted to find out what it was.

For example, when I was in High School (years ago..I'm 31 now) I was just tired and laying in bed. I was having some sort of vision (maybe deja vu or something) Immediately something was telling me that I wasn't supposed to see this dream/vision. SO, when I woke up it felt like I stopped breathing. Then I realized I was frozen, looking around and not really able to move my head or my arms, fingers...nothing. I felt some weird vibrations, buzzing or whirring sound. I felt like I had some weird out of body experience and just realized it.....then I kinda woke up and could move again. Quite strange-I believe I was undergoing some stress at this time.

Another similiar experience where I was under some EXTREME pressure and stress at the time. I was undergoing a divorce from my husband. That entire day I felt extremely exhausted from all this mental anguish that I was going through. I spendt the night over at my brother's house. I was in his back room and something woke me up in the middle of the night. I felt some type of odd presence or spirit (something) that felt like it was small and beside my bed, then I heard this scurrying that went back and forth really fast into the kitchen. At first I thought it was my brother, but then it couldn't be because it sounded different. Thing was when I was lying there the entire time I was frozen again and couldn't move. I started getting scared, because I felt there was some presence there in the room that just wasn't right. Then I actually tried to scream but couldn't...I tried screaming for my brother but realized I was above my body. Felt the vibrations/whirring sound/a little dizzy. What was weird is that I became aware that I was NOT in my body but floating above it. Once I realized that it felt like I quickly my spirit quickly came back into my body. Then I was fine. But it was really strange!!!!!!!!!!

At the time I was into this weird sprituality stuff. I don't recommend that at all. But what are peoples beliefs about going out of their bodies and traveling when they are sleeping? To me, it happens.....but I don't get into that stuff anymore. It can make you a little loopy!

I'd say hang a wooden cross over your bed....laugh...but do it. Pray at night for God to give you protection. You seem like you may be undergoing a lot of stress right now. Is there some sort of change going on in your life. Something perhaps that feels overwhelming?

Could be an old house, is it haunted,...I don't know.

My two cents. Pick up your bible and read some good verses. Psalms is comforting.

I'm not going to interperet your dream or your experience. but I would like to share something with you.

I've never told anyone this because I too wasn't sure what it was.

When I was younger I remember having a dream where I was floating (as if up to heaven) I remember keeping my eyes closed, not sure if I felt that I should or was scared to open them. As I was floating I remember the feeling I had, it was very bright and I think there was music all around and the feeling I had, it was the most peaceful feeling.

About a year ago I had another experience. It was at a time when I went through a bad break up. I was getting over it, and I was spending alot of time praying to God, searching for His will. One night as I was lying in bed, I felt a bright light and a presence in my room. I was scared, paralized. It was as if I was x-rayed. and I felt the heat of the light and the brightness though my closed eyes. It only lasted a second perhaps but I was scared to move my body or open my eyes for a while after. Also, not sure if it was that day or recently after. There was a moth in my room bedroom. That had never happened before, kind of scared me. I thought I got it out of the appartment but then it appeared again. I didn't think anything of it at the time. Later I was looking at a certain bible code website and there was a code with a cross with a moth on it. Representing Jesus.

Just recently I had another experience where I felt that my spirit was leaving my body, this time while I was "floating" I didn't have a peaceful time. I heard screams and shreiks all around me. It was like evil spirits all around me. I remember praying, "Lord Jesus please be with me" (or something similar) over and over. Then I came back to and I was frozen again.

I'm not sure why these things happened, perhaps it's the Lord telling me that there's more to life than what we can see. I admit that I'm very busy with work and I don't make enough time for Him.

I think it's time to turn back to Jesus, give him my all. Perhaps you should do the same.

after all He is the King of Kings and Lord of Lords.