I emailed this to a friend who is - sadly a lapsed christian. Hes an ex b'friend of mine and makes a great girlfriend smile.gif The girl angela who is mentioned was someone I used to be close to a few years ago - but I've not spoken to her in at least 3 years and not seen her in almost 6. I've copied and pasted just to I don't have to type it out again coz I have another from last night to do.....


I woke up at quarter to 7 this morning - trev had been out of bed for a while so I got up and went to the bedroom and went straight back to sleep.

You were in it.....trev was in it, Julie - my friend was in it - and kind of - Ange. You said t o me - shaking your head - you and Angela are so much alike in many ways. I said to Trevor yesterday - one day I'll tell you the secret of Elijah - and why he's here. Anyway - my dream - in my dream you suggested that ANgela had secrets just like me - which was why we were alike.

Next thing I know - and I know you haven't read the book - My Sweet Audrina by Virginia Andrews - it ain't your style. But I drive - or TC drives me - into the carpark at Kingston Town shopping centre. I get an image of S**** - TC's last ex. and Julie sits me down and says "many years ago - a girl was pregnant. It was a boy. That's why she can only have boys now" - and again the image of S****** flashed in my mind....no idea why - any way Julie continued on saying that the girl only being able to have boys now is the body or the soul's way of making up for the first baby. Now - S****** can have girls. Julie has only one son.....I have 3 boys....and seem only to be able to have boys. Anyway - it took a while - but I think they were referring to me.....that my past had been taken away from me much like my sweet audrina. What I can't figure out was if baby was alive. The other thing is - J**** - Trev's Biological mother - she had Trev and gave him away - then proceeded to have 4 more boys - so it could be here - since I was talking to him about J**** yesterday as well.....and Trev says how much J***** looked like his daughter when she was younger.....I might have been getting J**** and S**** confused.


Just thought I'd tell you - since you were bing quite 'sage like' in it. Don't remember more - but there was heaps more. Like hiding from people etc.