Posted 19 November 2008 - 10:21 PM
Yes...Personal confirmation here as well....
Miki, sweet sister! I just wanted to tell you thanks for posting this...
For the last week I was struggling with somethings. Funny that I tried to post itday earlier in my List of things in the prayer part of the forum...and when I high inter, it just didnt come up, I lost the page for than my computer through me back two pages and would than let me go forword to where i was at. I see now, I wasnt to post it there.
I have had a craving to watch Its a Wonderful Life, but just didnt get way, it isnt like I cant play it out fully in my own head, having seen it so...many times as everyone has.
See, I have been feeling over welled as of late, feeling taken over by things that pile up around the house but not getting delt with, cleaned, or put away, or even just throw out. I get over welled by having to deal with homeschooling, and at time wondering if I am even doing a good job...and I will not even list the art work I have setting around me to do...that upsets me the most, I have had a little time to sing, very little to jearnal, and so on....by I can just go on and on... but the thing is...YOu are very right here in this dream, it is his arms that reach out for his, just as we are going under he puts himself under me and helps me stand so I can find away than to get out of where I was. I am not there, but feel this is just want I have had need of!
If I could I would give you a real hug...
I had been up set as well, my husband telling the worship leader that we might be moving befor christmas, there being a holiday thing that I was cut out of because of him saying to...when he was just saying it out of faith believeing we where going to move by them, with him not having a job to go to. I was feeling that was need less, as well as feeling sabataged by his act of telling them that would have used me. I now seeing I am not being used in those areas that they where starting to using me in...it just made me feel even worse than befor. I started braking under this, and my worshipleader seen it...I just am not good at lieing...I ware my struggles.... Wishing I wasnt like that, but that is the way G-d made me...I guess. My worshipleader telling me to just take every moment, every time I get to sing for G-d as that one moment, and make it as best as if it be the best I ever will do, to make it our moment (mind and Abba's) seeing that he would be pleased with it...funny thinking back on that very night befor I talked to him....I was just not getting my part...struggling....just singing off of everything, everything seeming just wrong, I was about to cry about that as well, for that just isnt like me... Than after that talk, and butting my moment up for G-d and me to injoy, feeling more at peace...It was much better. I knew that was a battle I was going through. Kind of like what the Dog in your dream was going through, padding hard but not going anywhere fast...I need a good part of strong arms!
Abba, thanks for this dream, than for Miki...I love her... Thanks so very much for loving me, too. Helping me out when I so have need of it! You make things seem much easyer, after ones head comes back up for air! Oh, Abba, I love you!
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